If I was gone by Verdugo Lyrics
[Verse 1: Verdugo]
My pen's ink is flowing like a river
It'll hit you and give you a splinter
You better watch out, Misses and Mister
My raps are so cold they'll give you shivers
Soon as you hit play and listen to me
Do I really look weird and cartoony?
So go get your radio and tune in to me
Yeah I might be a bit loony
Up there in my brain and my cranium
Lemme play my raps at a stadium
Through the night with the help of Shady and
Dre. I'm cold like a Transylvanian
Sucking your blood in the night through a straw
Mess with the bear and you will get the claw
Or you'll have to bear witness to his jaw
That is guaranteed to make your hearts fall
Down to your stomach. As your heart plummets
They go on and sound the horns and trumpets
That're so loud you will hear them thumpin'
And they'll inspire you to do somethin'
"So I welcome you to the Crazy Train!"
I could've made a better recording
Instead of just sounding boring and lame
Why'd I think that could be my shot at fame?
I dunno but have I lost my vision
Cause I can no longer see my mission
And every night I sit up just wishin'
That life would be easier than fishin'
I am here one day and I'm gone the next
Is it cause of a cardiac arrest?
Or is it cause I got shot in my chest?
I hope I'm not another rapper dead
[Chorus: Marka]
Tell me if I, died today would you be here tomorrow
And if I, didn't make it back home where would your hearts go
Would you stay, would you go, when I'm gone
If I, tell me if I, ooh if I was gone
[Verse 2: Verdugo]
The sand is rushing through the hourglass
I am feeling like the last hour past
Has been wasted to put me in a cast
That's making me look like a dumb ass
Why did I jump from the top of that cliff?
Now my body is feeling numb and stiff
My vision's going dark, my thoughts adrift
I'm sailing these crazy thoughts in a ship
Made of glass that's going to soon shatter
At the end will my life really matter
As the glass cracks and my body splatters?
Alive? Dead? Will I soon be the latter?
I dunno but I'm hoping it won't
Come to a choice that difficult
When I lay in bed I awake to a jolt
And in front of me is a ray of hope
What I'm seeing is my way to escape
This dreaded place, and my thoughts and my pain
And I can forget about everything
Now I'm given a chance to leave this place!
[Chorus: Marka]
Tell me if I, died today would you be here tomorrow
And if I, didn't make it back home where would your hearts go
Would you stay, would you go, when I'm gone
If I, tell me if I, ooh if I was gone
[Verse 3: Verdugo]
I forget 'bout my mistakes as I leave
So I won't be as judged as Charlie Sheen
I'm tryna keep my head sharp and keen
I pack my bags and I leave in the eve
And I don't intend to ever return
These past few months have been a lesson learned
And the respect I've got is something earned
If you don't believe me you can just burn
When the time finally comes when I'm gone
Just know that rap is all I have got
And If I'm to die because I got shot
Shoot up my killer like they did to 'Pac
[Verse 4: Verdugo]
So when I am gone I don't want no tears
Just be happy for the rest of your years
Don't drown yourself in a couple of beers
So come on, go on and wipe up them tears
Whether I disappear from rap or life
Because the reaper took my life
Just
[Chorus x2: Marka]
Tell me if I, died today would you be here tomorrow
And if I, didn't make it back home where would your hearts go
Would you stay, would you go, when I'm gone
If I, tell me if I, ooh if I was gone
My pen's ink is flowing like a river
It'll hit you and give you a splinter
You better watch out, Misses and Mister
My raps are so cold they'll give you shivers
Soon as you hit play and listen to me
Do I really look weird and cartoony?
So go get your radio and tune in to me
Yeah I might be a bit loony
Up there in my brain and my cranium
Lemme play my raps at a stadium
Through the night with the help of Shady and
Dre. I'm cold like a Transylvanian
Sucking your blood in the night through a straw
Mess with the bear and you will get the claw
Or you'll have to bear witness to his jaw
That is guaranteed to make your hearts fall
Down to your stomach. As your heart plummets
They go on and sound the horns and trumpets
That're so loud you will hear them thumpin'
And they'll inspire you to do somethin'
"So I welcome you to the Crazy Train!"
I could've made a better recording
Instead of just sounding boring and lame
Why'd I think that could be my shot at fame?
I dunno but have I lost my vision
Cause I can no longer see my mission
And every night I sit up just wishin'
That life would be easier than fishin'
I am here one day and I'm gone the next
Is it cause of a cardiac arrest?
Or is it cause I got shot in my chest?
I hope I'm not another rapper dead
[Chorus: Marka]
Tell me if I, died today would you be here tomorrow
And if I, didn't make it back home where would your hearts go
Would you stay, would you go, when I'm gone
If I, tell me if I, ooh if I was gone
[Verse 2: Verdugo]
The sand is rushing through the hourglass
I am feeling like the last hour past
Has been wasted to put me in a cast
That's making me look like a dumb ass
Why did I jump from the top of that cliff?
Now my body is feeling numb and stiff
My vision's going dark, my thoughts adrift
I'm sailing these crazy thoughts in a ship
Made of glass that's going to soon shatter
At the end will my life really matter
As the glass cracks and my body splatters?
Alive? Dead? Will I soon be the latter?
I dunno but I'm hoping it won't
Come to a choice that difficult
When I lay in bed I awake to a jolt
And in front of me is a ray of hope
What I'm seeing is my way to escape
This dreaded place, and my thoughts and my pain
And I can forget about everything
Now I'm given a chance to leave this place!
[Chorus: Marka]
Tell me if I, died today would you be here tomorrow
And if I, didn't make it back home where would your hearts go
Would you stay, would you go, when I'm gone
If I, tell me if I, ooh if I was gone
[Verse 3: Verdugo]
I forget 'bout my mistakes as I leave
So I won't be as judged as Charlie Sheen
I'm tryna keep my head sharp and keen
I pack my bags and I leave in the eve
And I don't intend to ever return
These past few months have been a lesson learned
And the respect I've got is something earned
If you don't believe me you can just burn
When the time finally comes when I'm gone
Just know that rap is all I have got
And If I'm to die because I got shot
Shoot up my killer like they did to 'Pac
[Verse 4: Verdugo]
So when I am gone I don't want no tears
Just be happy for the rest of your years
Don't drown yourself in a couple of beers
So come on, go on and wipe up them tears
Whether I disappear from rap or life
Because the reaper took my life
Just
[Chorus x2: Marka]
Tell me if I, died today would you be here tomorrow
And if I, didn't make it back home where would your hearts go
Would you stay, would you go, when I'm gone
If I, tell me if I, ooh if I was gone