😔 suicidal by TylerNess Lyrics

I don't wanna be alive
I've said that too many times, to count
How many more do I have to say it
For you to pay a little more attention (Gimme attention)

Give me everything you have
Everything you need
I don't care who you have
Don't make me plead

I cannot deal with this shit any longer
Just because you tell me to be stronger
It doesn't make a difference, oh

No, I don't wanna be alive
I've said that too many times, to count
How many more do I have to say it
For you to pay a little more attention (Attention, just a little)

All I've ever wanted from this life
Was to feel a little more alive
I'm pretty sure I've said that too, many times, to count
I gotta lot a problems with jealousy
Baby, what does that even mean?
It means at times I wanna break a spleen
Oh yeah baby I see what you mean, oh

No, you just don't get it
Well, maybe you do
And I'm sorry to say this
But all your friends are fake, boohoo

No, I don't wanna, wanna, wanna be alive
I've said that too, too many times, to count
How many more do I have to say
For you to pay a little more attention, mmm

This song maybe is too upbeat
For what I'm about to speak
But hey, that's just how I roll
This song is taking it's toll

I don't wanna be alive
I've said that too many times, to count
How many more do I have to say it
For you to pay a little attention

Give me all your attention