Whatever The Roach by Two Way Petting Zoo Lyrics

Can someone please tell me
How to live my life differently
I want so bad to change, I'm just afraid it's too late
I wish I was bolder
And just a little older
So I wouldn't have to go to school
I would not care what you expect of me
If you're impressed with me
I'd have so much self esteem
And it'd all come from me
But that's never going to happen, so
Whatever

Can someone please help me? I'm
Losing my sanity I've
Tried so hard to changе
I still feel the same

Tried to makе sense when I was speaking
Take some pills to calm my breathing
Try to forget all they told me
That you controlled me
I'm sick and tired of having no direction
Getting lost in my reflection and losing sleep
I don't think that this was meant to be
I think there's something wrong with me
Always captivated by questions
With no attention span
What I'd give
For a little ignorance
I wouldn't have to worry about looking like a dick
I know I keep asking
Just said you're not listening
We both know it's not right
We're just afraid of a fight

I'm sick of my own goddamn whining
My shitty songs, my lack of trying
How I forget the important dates in every relationship
Get a grip
You self-loathing unappreciative piece of shit
I don't think that this was meant to be
I think there's something wrong with me
Always capitvated by questions
With no attention span
What I'd give for a little ignorance
I frankly could do with being a little more selfish