F.E.A.R by Twist-ID Lyrics
[INTRO: Z.V.R.G]
I know you lost everything, so why you keep suffering, why don't you just get fucked up til you don't feel anything, don't you like the sound of that? Huh?
[VERSE 1: Z.V.R.G]
I got a mind full of thoughts and so many mixed emotions
I lost my job and it seems like I just can't seem to hold it
All together I'm breaking I'm gaining habits like wasting all of my money who needs that shit to be happy
When every moment you think is better if you just died and chasing all of your dreams feels like you been wasting time
And suicide doesn't seem like it's that bad of a choice when everything that you loved is gone you can feel devoid
I'm just tired of believing that there's no escape
That were destined down the path that we blindly chase
Fuck it ima live it like today is the last day last time that I hold back everything that's brought pain
Oh my god, I see you there, lurking in the shadows they be everywhere, all these temptations tryna take me there take me straight to hell I ain't going eh
[Chorus: Z.V.R.G]
I don't wanna feel like I'm
Boutta lose my mind and I'll never find
The reason why I'm here, I'm looking at the mirror and looking back at me is everything I fear
I don't wanna feel like I'm
Boutta lose my mind and I'll never find
The reason why I'm here, I'm looking at the mirror and looking back at me is everything I fear
[VERSE 2: Twist-ID]
Well I be
Kicking back puffin out weed smoke counting my stash
Fuck all them haters I'm pushing them back you can't relate to my past
Been through hell and I ain't tryna go back
Fuck being mad cus life is short and I'm just tryna stay glad
But all of these demons they posted beside me they dragging me down they don't understand
What it is like to become a man they playing games what if i died who really gone stay who really gone help out my brother, sister and mom's with some of the cash
Hoping that God listen to give me a chance to last long enough to become the man that I see in my head shit
Hope he forgive me because this life is not as easy as I thought it and it's killing me
Money root of all evil can turn some friends into enemies
All these troubles fill my head they escape when I'm sinning
So I keep fuckin, I keep smoking, drink that shit till it's empty
Change my perspective for a bit and yeah I'm liking the feeling
Too many things just fill my head so I'm paying the cost staring in that fucking mirror see the me that I lost
[Chorus]
I don't wanna feel like I'm
Boutta lose my mind and I'll never find
The reason why I'm here, I'm looking at the mirror and looking back at me is everything I fear
I don't wanna feel like I'm
Boutta lose my mind and I'll never find
The reason why I'm here, I'm looking at the mirror and looking back at me is everything I fear
[OUTRO]
I look into the mirror, and I see myself, a different part of me, you know, the one I don't want to see, the one that I've been hiding for so long but it's time I face it and I hope you can face yours
I know you lost everything, so why you keep suffering, why don't you just get fucked up til you don't feel anything, don't you like the sound of that? Huh?
[VERSE 1: Z.V.R.G]
I got a mind full of thoughts and so many mixed emotions
I lost my job and it seems like I just can't seem to hold it
All together I'm breaking I'm gaining habits like wasting all of my money who needs that shit to be happy
When every moment you think is better if you just died and chasing all of your dreams feels like you been wasting time
And suicide doesn't seem like it's that bad of a choice when everything that you loved is gone you can feel devoid
I'm just tired of believing that there's no escape
That were destined down the path that we blindly chase
Fuck it ima live it like today is the last day last time that I hold back everything that's brought pain
Oh my god, I see you there, lurking in the shadows they be everywhere, all these temptations tryna take me there take me straight to hell I ain't going eh
[Chorus: Z.V.R.G]
I don't wanna feel like I'm
Boutta lose my mind and I'll never find
The reason why I'm here, I'm looking at the mirror and looking back at me is everything I fear
I don't wanna feel like I'm
Boutta lose my mind and I'll never find
The reason why I'm here, I'm looking at the mirror and looking back at me is everything I fear
[VERSE 2: Twist-ID]
Well I be
Kicking back puffin out weed smoke counting my stash
Fuck all them haters I'm pushing them back you can't relate to my past
Been through hell and I ain't tryna go back
Fuck being mad cus life is short and I'm just tryna stay glad
But all of these demons they posted beside me they dragging me down they don't understand
What it is like to become a man they playing games what if i died who really gone stay who really gone help out my brother, sister and mom's with some of the cash
Hoping that God listen to give me a chance to last long enough to become the man that I see in my head shit
Hope he forgive me because this life is not as easy as I thought it and it's killing me
Money root of all evil can turn some friends into enemies
All these troubles fill my head they escape when I'm sinning
So I keep fuckin, I keep smoking, drink that shit till it's empty
Change my perspective for a bit and yeah I'm liking the feeling
Too many things just fill my head so I'm paying the cost staring in that fucking mirror see the me that I lost
[Chorus]
I don't wanna feel like I'm
Boutta lose my mind and I'll never find
The reason why I'm here, I'm looking at the mirror and looking back at me is everything I fear
I don't wanna feel like I'm
Boutta lose my mind and I'll never find
The reason why I'm here, I'm looking at the mirror and looking back at me is everything I fear
[OUTRO]
I look into the mirror, and I see myself, a different part of me, you know, the one I don't want to see, the one that I've been hiding for so long but it's time I face it and I hope you can face yours