No More Denial by Twinkly Tus Lyrics
I was taught to never make a sound, or raise my hands, just shut my mouth, curl in my bed and "Don’t dare try to speak up!"
Hearing my mommy and my daddy argue, loudly. Try to stop them, she got angry, she was yelling. Was it my fault?
Tried to keep the same attitude in life, to walk away when I see conflict, to carry on, just tell no one, no one
I learned to toughen up, accept my faith, to stop crying, to stop feeling, just keep quiet, "Go back to my room and clean up!"
Feeling so numb inside but force a smile. keep compromise then tell a lie so I’ll be fine and you will always love me
Til my anger blown up, I could blame no one but to blame myself that I’m just worthless, that it’s not worth-it coz I’m not worth-it coz I’ just worthless
No More No More Denial
No More No More Denial
Look inside and find the fight
Don’t give in to compromise
I tried to sleep but your “kind” words keep popping in my head. Saying that I was less, say naughty kid, "just learn your place!"
It is so painful when my family distressing me and say it’s my debt
But now I’m not angry, nor resentful towards you ma, because i know that deep inside you is an universe that also wants and desperately needs love
No More No More Denial
No More No More Denial
Look inside and find the fight
Don’t give in to compromise
No More Lie
Please No More Lie
Please No More
Hearing my mommy and my daddy argue, loudly. Try to stop them, she got angry, she was yelling. Was it my fault?
Tried to keep the same attitude in life, to walk away when I see conflict, to carry on, just tell no one, no one
I learned to toughen up, accept my faith, to stop crying, to stop feeling, just keep quiet, "Go back to my room and clean up!"
Feeling so numb inside but force a smile. keep compromise then tell a lie so I’ll be fine and you will always love me
Til my anger blown up, I could blame no one but to blame myself that I’m just worthless, that it’s not worth-it coz I’m not worth-it coz I’ just worthless
No More No More Denial
No More No More Denial
Look inside and find the fight
Don’t give in to compromise
I tried to sleep but your “kind” words keep popping in my head. Saying that I was less, say naughty kid, "just learn your place!"
It is so painful when my family distressing me and say it’s my debt
But now I’m not angry, nor resentful towards you ma, because i know that deep inside you is an universe that also wants and desperately needs love
No More No More Denial
No More No More Denial
Look inside and find the fight
Don’t give in to compromise
No More Lie
Please No More Lie
Please No More