Closure / back in time by Turntsnaco Lyrics
You were the only one, my heart is breaking I held you close with coldest touch I'm devastated I know I made mistakes and I hate it but you can go and make your mind and I will still be here waitin’ for you to answer baby whether you love me or hate me it couldn't change me or the way that I feel about you I've been missing you lately but I know I gotta give you time and come back when I’m healthy
That's all facts though lying to you, cheating on you girl I never have tho you just wanted change I'd give you more than you asked for
You know I'm a nice guy play the role of an asshole
That's to protect myself I would take of you if it means to neglect myself I would protect you even if it means to expose myself to all the dangers that surrounds us girl I will be your help
When nobody was there I would be there at every step but now I'm still here, the only difference is that you don't even hear me there, you don't even hear my cries even if I shed a tear
That’s just how I feel
I gotta keep it real
You know I love you still
I gotta keep it- (uh)
You’re the only girl that be making me feel somethin'
You’re the only girl I be chasin' you when you runnin'
I'm the sad boy you told me that you was done with
On Valentine’s Day you didn't cop me or nothin' tellin' all your friends that you were tired of all my fuck-shit, tired of me textin' "where you at?" always callin, tired of me worrying always making assumptions, tired of me sayin "I'll stop" but never done it, tired of me giving you false hope and abundance but... guess I gotta be honest... guess I gotta be honest with you
Now I'm still sittin' here feeling just how I feel wondering if you're still thinking about me because I still think about you even though i don't exist in your life but baby to be honest, this is how it goes, I try to kill myself, you find somebody else, my homies flippin' out, they go and hit you up, "yo maybe I should talk, he tried to text you twice, yo why you gotta block?," you read the messages you ignore every one, my homies hit my phone, "she doesn't give a fuck you should keep moving on" but I'm not on the phone, bruh I'm not even home, matter fact I'm gone, matter fact I'm-(gunshot)
Why do I feel this way?
How you gonna when I say, "hold my heart, don't let it fall"
I know you wouldn't do that
If only I could go back in time, I'd go back for you, I'd go back for you, I'd go back for you
That's all facts though lying to you, cheating on you girl I never have tho you just wanted change I'd give you more than you asked for
You know I'm a nice guy play the role of an asshole
That's to protect myself I would take of you if it means to neglect myself I would protect you even if it means to expose myself to all the dangers that surrounds us girl I will be your help
When nobody was there I would be there at every step but now I'm still here, the only difference is that you don't even hear me there, you don't even hear my cries even if I shed a tear
That’s just how I feel
I gotta keep it real
You know I love you still
I gotta keep it- (uh)
You’re the only girl that be making me feel somethin'
You’re the only girl I be chasin' you when you runnin'
I'm the sad boy you told me that you was done with
On Valentine’s Day you didn't cop me or nothin' tellin' all your friends that you were tired of all my fuck-shit, tired of me textin' "where you at?" always callin, tired of me worrying always making assumptions, tired of me sayin "I'll stop" but never done it, tired of me giving you false hope and abundance but... guess I gotta be honest... guess I gotta be honest with you
Now I'm still sittin' here feeling just how I feel wondering if you're still thinking about me because I still think about you even though i don't exist in your life but baby to be honest, this is how it goes, I try to kill myself, you find somebody else, my homies flippin' out, they go and hit you up, "yo maybe I should talk, he tried to text you twice, yo why you gotta block?," you read the messages you ignore every one, my homies hit my phone, "she doesn't give a fuck you should keep moving on" but I'm not on the phone, bruh I'm not even home, matter fact I'm gone, matter fact I'm-(gunshot)
Why do I feel this way?
How you gonna when I say, "hold my heart, don't let it fall"
I know you wouldn't do that
If only I could go back in time, I'd go back for you, I'd go back for you, I'd go back for you