Indifferent by Tungsten Lyrics

I've laid dormant for some time
And I'm the one who has put me there
Discouraged and angry
And I don't see a reason to share
This ship has sunk a million times
It will sink a million more

Here's your invite to help you hate me
Mounds of worthless stinking guilt
Those feelings are pushed away
I only believe in myself

At night I clench my fist
As I breathe these words again
"This war inside of me, is ripping me to shreds"
Depression is tearing me
As self-hatred prevails again

I've been dammed for all these years
Clawed and carved solutions die
My self worth? Annihilate!
Indifferent