Maybe? Maybe Not by Tuesday X Lyrics

Going home and I've never felt so alone
I'm doing fine, but I'm pretty sure I've gone and lost my mind
Cuz I'm not there most of the time

Tell me how it goes
Cuz' I'm pretty sure I'll never get to know
But it's alright, cuz I can read about it later

Got too much time on my hands, and my life is pretty boring
And from all that I've observed, the key to growing up is learning

Got a lot to talk about, but I don't have much to say

All these long words
And scriptures
Dramatically bemusing
And I wait for you to say

(Don't ask me why!
Don't ask me!
I'm not even listening!
Your words go in one ear
And out the other)
Go home!

Sometimes I think about poor Jonah
You could say he was my friend
He drove his girlfriend to a field
And put a bullet in her head

So they went after him
I guess he couldn't handle what he'd done
So they found him with his mouth eating the barrel of his gun

And I tend to overthink things
I never mention it out loud
I have doubts and I have questions
Seeking answers and direction

And it's sad, you see
I don't believe in any God, but if I did I hope you'd pray for me

And it's hard to know, am I in the right or the wrong?

Cuts and bruises on my hands
And knees from stumbling in the
Darkness of my dreams
Of my dreams!
(In pain again, so worthless
Insane and always working!
I dream of better things
Much better days than these
Much better!)

Dreams!

All alone, and I think I'm finally going home