Nightmares by Tru$pok Lyrics
They say if you take away a man’s son
He will have nothing to live for
It’s true
And I haven’t seen my son
For about years, going on two
I can’t blame anyone else
Other than myself for that
Maybe if I had my shit together
I’d have him back
However I do believe
This is crucial for both him and I
I plan on doing something soon
To help change both our lives
He’s my best friend
I could unblock my ex-wife
And ask her if I can see him again
And She will most likely block me
With no answer
Because the truth is
She don’t want me to be his father
I raised that boy
From birth to 5 he was always by my side
Through both the good and bad times
I taught him everything he knows
That’s my fathers rights
You can sit there say I’m the bad guy
But we all know
Maybe I’m not perfect
Yeah sure I’ve done my share of evil deeds
But the last thing I refuse to become is a deadbeat
Y’all gonna find out real quick how I’m a force
That shouldn’t be reckoned with
A pack of misfits who love to twist shit
Y’all think you’re the worst thing
I gotta fucking deal with?
Even if I gotta awake Godzilla
Just to stomp on the track
Even if I gotta focus my energy
To bring the mafia back
If I can’t see him today
It’s okay
Come first grade
Jurassic Park will show him the way
And guess what?
I was the same age
Tell him I don’t care
But best be aware of the powers I process
Daddy is there
No matter where you look
If you haven’t noticed
You should make the right move
Let me see my son
Or I will continue to haunt you
If it makes you feel better
Karma got me too
My heart fell apart
When I couldn’t take him
To the ninja turtle’s debut
And it’s fucked up
Cuz I can’t decide if God hates or tests me
Like is it a waste of time
In all things that I’ve been investing in
But I think not
Just because I see the devil
Behind most of my friends and families eyes
Anticipating I’d never fucking make it
Just waiting for the day I die
A child should know
What thy father teaches him
A son should never have
More than one father figure
You can say that I’m not worthy
As I’m traversing through all the family pictures
Reminiscing back
When she pushed her daughter off
On mom and dadFor my dick
And the touch of these fingers
And I’d hate to be an asshole
But I am what I am
Ain't nothing changing that trust me I tried
But it’s very hard for me to accept lies
If only one time could you have looked through my eyes
You’d realize the constant battle I’m burden to fight
You started a war with a star
I’ve come too far
Just to let these jealous locals stop me
Never did I need a squad
Within myself I am an army
From private to general
In the action
Or behind the artillery
I’ve lived many victories
By conquering my many miseries
I don’t know what else to say ‘
Perhaps I should just stay silent
Step by step
I follow procedure
On my way
I will be his only teacher
Total Recalled
From the brainwashed
Strong as the a soul leader
So proud will I be
When I finally meet ya
He will have nothing to live for
It’s true
And I haven’t seen my son
For about years, going on two
I can’t blame anyone else
Other than myself for that
Maybe if I had my shit together
I’d have him back
However I do believe
This is crucial for both him and I
I plan on doing something soon
To help change both our lives
He’s my best friend
I could unblock my ex-wife
And ask her if I can see him again
And She will most likely block me
With no answer
Because the truth is
She don’t want me to be his father
I raised that boy
From birth to 5 he was always by my side
Through both the good and bad times
I taught him everything he knows
That’s my fathers rights
You can sit there say I’m the bad guy
But we all know
Maybe I’m not perfect
Yeah sure I’ve done my share of evil deeds
But the last thing I refuse to become is a deadbeat
Y’all gonna find out real quick how I’m a force
That shouldn’t be reckoned with
A pack of misfits who love to twist shit
Y’all think you’re the worst thing
I gotta fucking deal with?
Even if I gotta awake Godzilla
Just to stomp on the track
Even if I gotta focus my energy
To bring the mafia back
If I can’t see him today
It’s okay
Come first grade
Jurassic Park will show him the way
And guess what?
I was the same age
Tell him I don’t care
But best be aware of the powers I process
Daddy is there
No matter where you look
If you haven’t noticed
You should make the right move
Let me see my son
Or I will continue to haunt you
If it makes you feel better
Karma got me too
My heart fell apart
When I couldn’t take him
To the ninja turtle’s debut
And it’s fucked up
Cuz I can’t decide if God hates or tests me
Like is it a waste of time
In all things that I’ve been investing in
But I think not
Just because I see the devil
Behind most of my friends and families eyes
Anticipating I’d never fucking make it
Just waiting for the day I die
A child should know
What thy father teaches him
A son should never have
More than one father figure
You can say that I’m not worthy
As I’m traversing through all the family pictures
Reminiscing back
When she pushed her daughter off
On mom and dadFor my dick
And the touch of these fingers
And I’d hate to be an asshole
But I am what I am
Ain't nothing changing that trust me I tried
But it’s very hard for me to accept lies
If only one time could you have looked through my eyes
You’d realize the constant battle I’m burden to fight
You started a war with a star
I’ve come too far
Just to let these jealous locals stop me
Never did I need a squad
Within myself I am an army
From private to general
In the action
Or behind the artillery
I’ve lived many victories
By conquering my many miseries
I don’t know what else to say ‘
Perhaps I should just stay silent
Step by step
I follow procedure
On my way
I will be his only teacher
Total Recalled
From the brainwashed
Strong as the a soul leader
So proud will I be
When I finally meet ya