I Wanna Die by Troyleft Lyrics

I just wanna die
But disguise it on a nice beat
Mean that shit politely
When I say I wanna die
Donate everything inside me
Bleed it from the veins, better get that IV
Run it dry
Despising how this life leaks
Had a life line, now no life speaks
Wonder why
Run the tape back another fucking hundred times

Couldn’t save fact that never hit the light of day
Wore the same mask, fronted on em right away
I became that facadе that I designed to break
Onе to ten: I've been on eleven, can’t resign to pain
Too rouletted with the Russian, trying to find a fate
New depression, new discussion with the high escapes
True reflection in the pool, I guess that’s how its shakes
Cue deflection from the fools, step aside and flake
Rewind the tape
I just wanna die
Ponder so over yonder, too fond to wonder why
If the goner goes for much longer he’ll plunder nigh
No more pride left, fuck you, you can’t come for mine
This resigned breath cuts through, way too cut and dry
Hold off another night
Hold off another dawn
Will I make it, I might
Will I fake it, I won’t
Will I take it to limits that break the bravest to go?
Not the faintest of knowns

I just wanna die
But disguise it on a nice beat
Mean the shit politely
When I say I wanna die
Donate everything inside me
Bleed it from the veins, better get an IV
Run it dry
Despising how this life leaks
Had a life line now no life speaks
Wonder why
Run the tape back another fuckin hundred times
I just wanna die
But disguise it on a nice beat
Mean the shit politely
When I say I wanna die
Donate everything inside me
Bleed it from the veins better get an IV
Run it dry
Despising how this life leaks
Had a life line now no life speaks
Wonder why
Run the tape back another fuckin hundred times