Misery by Trippie Sixx Lyrics

Is it my fault am I the one to fucking blame
Every single time it always ends the fucking same
Nobody wants to be around someone with so much pain
It’s spreading like a virus and it’s always been this way
I’m paranoid and anxious and it shook me to my core
Getting out of bed feels like the biggest fucking chore
Trapped inside my head like I’m a prisoner of war
The voices in my head don’t wanna talk to me no more

When I was a kid I knew that something wasn’t right
Everyone was happy I was dead in fucking side
Now I’m taking every single pill in fucking sight
Every day I’m getting closer to a suicide
I can feel the noose around my neck is getting tight
I just wanna get these fucking thoughts out of my mind
Stay awake til morning I’m alone all through the night
Call me on my phone and ima put it to the side
Therapy don’t work for me no matter what I try

Everybody dead to me
I wish I was history
People equals misery
Now until infinity
Everybody dead to me
I wish I was history
People equals misery
Now until infinity
Everybody dead to me
I wish I was history
People equals misery
Now until infinity
Everybody dead to me
I wish I was history
People equals misery
Now until infinity
I been feeling stressed and I do not know how to cope
Everything I try just leads me down the same road
Been too fucking long and now I’m losing all my hope
Kick the fucking chair and ima swing from the rope
The cuts upon my wrist are making everybody stare
My heart has been so broken I think it’s beyond repair
I tried to call my friends and I don’t think they fucking care
I tried to call my family and nobody was there, yeah
Nobody gives a fuck