My personal Insanity by Tricket Lyrics

This insanity has turned into vanity now vanity is the monster under my bed i’ve had dreams where i have died but i won’t let that deprive me I’ll just use that in order to build a border but that border is the reason why I am not the king but when i’m king that day will be great, fate is just like a monster but it’s not your monster it’s my monster, my monster is a man this man can change you life, relief yes relief, is the thing that can help take down anyone, Every Time you think this is just a thing you can judge think twice before you go ahead and judge somebody it can come right back at ya, I found my purpose, I may be cursed but don’t let that hearse take you away to a place you don’t want to go so just grow up, don’t throw up, i’m all grown up but not fully, all these pulley’s slowly dropping me down under 6 feet of dirt all these faces I will miss them, ahem.. I am now in a greater place they call me ace gotta pace myself please don’t hate me just crave me it’s all me please don’t get deprived, parental advisory this is intentional, i’m known internationally all these people know the one and only raid i’m getting paid, everyone I used to know is now fading, hazing is always that one part of your life that you wouldn’t tell your wife even if she brings a knife to your neck oh heck, check it… ahem all these days I get paid going through these hase is like the craze I have for every beautiful girl they may be a handful sometimes, but these old times is the kind of time that I love but it’s all under the thumb of god, all these memories thawed out some of them are clawed you thought I was caught, but I always return don’t burn but it might be no point of return I could have you at gunpoint I ain’t be smoking joints but that ain’t really my point, one of my favorite rapper is from Philly but he is dead rest in peace E-dub he is better than rappers nowadays he would be in nightclubs rapping be a king, my momma said one day you will do something good but all i’m doing now is cooking food in da back of a concession but these are not my intentions no hesitations taking vacations everyday but I still gotta go to school so I don’t grow up to be fool