If I Said It by Trey Coachman Lyrics
[Intro:]
I’ve been reading through our messages for the past three years in my phone
Looking at the good and the bad
Our high accomplishments and our biggest failures
For I could be there for you
As you could be there for me
Yeah
Check it
[Chorus:]
I never thought it would go down like this
Like this no no no
If I said it, it be to the end
You know I’m not breaking the bread
Without you here
Right beside me
Right beside me
‘Cause we cooked up all of this hope
Without the time here to devote
To mend our past that was behind me
If I said it then you knew I meant it
If I said it then I meant it
If I said it then I meant it
[Verse 1:]
Look behind all the doors that we have here?
Hard to see how all of this just happened
Took too long to open up the tough locks
That pushed our love to be stagnant
This time around you know I wasn’t absent, Na!
I support every chance from the start
You saw the growth
I saw all the pain
We show all the feelings
We played the whole arc
Through all the long days
You as the RA
Back to back moving
Crashing at y’all place
We didn't give ourselves a chance here to breathe
No air to spark talk of the need of personal space we don't have right here
When emotions bottled up, stand clear
One pops off about an unspoken issue
I prayed the other’s present when the convo hits their ears
Oh they gonna hear
What it takes to pick up the tears
‘Cause really I wasn’t just talking
I asked what the root of the problem was
Sorry I dismissed your take as an option
I’m was there to the break down
Everything that we just had
I’m not gonna say that
We didn’t have the grasp
Like wanna go break it
I really just digress
Everything we had
'Cause all I know is that this
Right here is the answer that they don't want
Just like no but do need
For any happiness on my front
You could not see
That you were so
Blinded by feels
Man that grew old
Until that drove me
To my own fault
Let myself go
All catapult
[Verse 2:]
That we could feel our end was near but still put in our run
I stuck through our darkest days unlike before when I would gun
The past few months or so hit milestones but even in our best
We’re crowded with emotions it was too late when it all undressed
Don’t forget about the
Time that you almost died when Pway came and I nursed you to health
Or the, countless times I talked you off the ledge when you felt closed off by yourself
Like when you, you called it quits before I stepped in to make damn sure you flewed out to Brazil
Or when I, explained politics help you land Wax + Wine, is that lights burning still
I'm not gonna
Deny the impact you had ‘cause you held me together when I feel apart twice
Both sides of Towers, long drives for hours, and now how I’m now cooking with rice
How I’m checking my family more often, taking more breathers, and act with intent
How you were there countless times when it was all on the line, I payed the expense
This time around I can’t relate for damage placed upon me
Played myself with sweet escapes ‘cause pretty wings enlarged the
Heavy weights of crypted pain still hits the same like ‘Down B’
So never give my love to tall barriers that crack the lack of trust I could see
My growth didn’t matter
Self defensive was up
I don’t think you’re really gone see
I have no hate in my heart for you
I’m exhausted, have to swallow reality
That I saw us slip
Without a grip
To hold on to
‘Cause memories
Were sadly dipped
In our neglected past
Experience
That’s all irrelevant ‘cause
[Chorus:]
I never thought it would go down like this
Like this no no
If I said it, it be to the end
You know I’m not breaking the bread
Without you here
Right beside me
[Verse 3:]
I built up
Your resentment
Brick by brick
So I'm out of place
To knock your shit
For our lack of grace
Ever since commencement
I know that I left
With no closure to heal, then came back like it's alright
Your pain was still set
My fault for placing you there, yours for not working with me to get you out
Ain't no dirty lies or cheating, we talk this through the whole house about
When I was in I was all in and when I knew I couldn't be I pulled out
We grew so much between breakups but didn't learn what it taught us
'Cause that lesson smacks us for thinking that we truly thought we were caught up
This is not
This is not calling one toxic cause we couldn't work out all of the kinks
Even an attempt to be open brought in new ideas brought in every week
Damn if we gonna break it
Glad you could fake it
For our last V Day
I’ll keep as my favorite
Fuck what they say
We dropped the ball, it wasn’t taken
What we had was lost, yeah it wasn’t taken
[Chorus:]
I never thought it would go down like this
Like this no no no
If I said it, it be to the end
I know I’m not breaking the bread
Without you here
Right beside me Right beside me
‘Cause we cooked up all of this hope
Without the time here to devote
To mend our past that was behind me
If I said it then you knew I meant it
If I said it then I meant it
If I said it then I meant it
[Outro:]
Yeah
You pulled it all out of me
All out of me
All out of
All out of
All out of me
I’ve been reading through our messages for the past three years in my phone
Looking at the good and the bad
Our high accomplishments and our biggest failures
For I could be there for you
As you could be there for me
Yeah
Check it
[Chorus:]
I never thought it would go down like this
Like this no no no
If I said it, it be to the end
You know I’m not breaking the bread
Without you here
Right beside me
Right beside me
‘Cause we cooked up all of this hope
Without the time here to devote
To mend our past that was behind me
If I said it then you knew I meant it
If I said it then I meant it
If I said it then I meant it
[Verse 1:]
Look behind all the doors that we have here?
Hard to see how all of this just happened
Took too long to open up the tough locks
That pushed our love to be stagnant
This time around you know I wasn’t absent, Na!
I support every chance from the start
You saw the growth
I saw all the pain
We show all the feelings
We played the whole arc
Through all the long days
You as the RA
Back to back moving
Crashing at y’all place
We didn't give ourselves a chance here to breathe
No air to spark talk of the need of personal space we don't have right here
When emotions bottled up, stand clear
One pops off about an unspoken issue
I prayed the other’s present when the convo hits their ears
Oh they gonna hear
What it takes to pick up the tears
‘Cause really I wasn’t just talking
I asked what the root of the problem was
Sorry I dismissed your take as an option
I’m was there to the break down
Everything that we just had
I’m not gonna say that
We didn’t have the grasp
Like wanna go break it
I really just digress
Everything we had
'Cause all I know is that this
Right here is the answer that they don't want
Just like no but do need
For any happiness on my front
You could not see
That you were so
Blinded by feels
Man that grew old
Until that drove me
To my own fault
Let myself go
All catapult
[Verse 2:]
That we could feel our end was near but still put in our run
I stuck through our darkest days unlike before when I would gun
The past few months or so hit milestones but even in our best
We’re crowded with emotions it was too late when it all undressed
Don’t forget about the
Time that you almost died when Pway came and I nursed you to health
Or the, countless times I talked you off the ledge when you felt closed off by yourself
Like when you, you called it quits before I stepped in to make damn sure you flewed out to Brazil
Or when I, explained politics help you land Wax + Wine, is that lights burning still
I'm not gonna
Deny the impact you had ‘cause you held me together when I feel apart twice
Both sides of Towers, long drives for hours, and now how I’m now cooking with rice
How I’m checking my family more often, taking more breathers, and act with intent
How you were there countless times when it was all on the line, I payed the expense
This time around I can’t relate for damage placed upon me
Played myself with sweet escapes ‘cause pretty wings enlarged the
Heavy weights of crypted pain still hits the same like ‘Down B’
So never give my love to tall barriers that crack the lack of trust I could see
My growth didn’t matter
Self defensive was up
I don’t think you’re really gone see
I have no hate in my heart for you
I’m exhausted, have to swallow reality
That I saw us slip
Without a grip
To hold on to
‘Cause memories
Were sadly dipped
In our neglected past
Experience
That’s all irrelevant ‘cause
[Chorus:]
I never thought it would go down like this
Like this no no
If I said it, it be to the end
You know I’m not breaking the bread
Without you here
Right beside me
[Verse 3:]
I built up
Your resentment
Brick by brick
So I'm out of place
To knock your shit
For our lack of grace
Ever since commencement
I know that I left
With no closure to heal, then came back like it's alright
Your pain was still set
My fault for placing you there, yours for not working with me to get you out
Ain't no dirty lies or cheating, we talk this through the whole house about
When I was in I was all in and when I knew I couldn't be I pulled out
We grew so much between breakups but didn't learn what it taught us
'Cause that lesson smacks us for thinking that we truly thought we were caught up
This is not
This is not calling one toxic cause we couldn't work out all of the kinks
Even an attempt to be open brought in new ideas brought in every week
Damn if we gonna break it
Glad you could fake it
For our last V Day
I’ll keep as my favorite
Fuck what they say
We dropped the ball, it wasn’t taken
What we had was lost, yeah it wasn’t taken
[Chorus:]
I never thought it would go down like this
Like this no no no
If I said it, it be to the end
I know I’m not breaking the bread
Without you here
Right beside me Right beside me
‘Cause we cooked up all of this hope
Without the time here to devote
To mend our past that was behind me
If I said it then you knew I meant it
If I said it then I meant it
If I said it then I meant it
[Outro:]
Yeah
You pulled it all out of me
All out of me
All out of
All out of
All out of me