Im Not by Trevor Thomas Lyrics
[Intro: Trevor]
I just wanna run away, run away
I just wanna run away, run away
I just wanna run away, run away
Far away, far, far away
[Chorus: Randalee]
I'm not what you want me to be
I'm not what you see inside me
I'm not what you need me to be
I'm not what you want to believe
I'm not what you want me to be
I'm not what you see inside me
I'm not what you need me to be
I'm not what you want to believe
[Verse 1: Trevor]
Sometimes I feel like I
Been on the wrong path
But how could I know this when I don't know if
This is what I can't have
Causing psychosis, my diagnosis
Is telling me I can't laugh
Well I don't believe that for another second
Wanna fight back?
This is me telling you
My heart is in pain but I'll make it through
You seem to be telling me that I will never make it
Still it's something I pursue
These are my dreams
My future written in threes
Visionary, like visual scenes
(Strapping C4 to your brain and blowing your mind into smithereens)
(You fake it)
When you smile to every person that passes
(You fake it)
When you are hiding your tears under your glasses
(You fake it)
Your wearing a mask so no one can see all the ashes
Your heart is filled with demons and phantoms
No longer molasses
This is me, and I am not what you intended
This is my art, you can't seem to be content with
Another second of my music or my writing methods
It only strengthens and manifested into my perceptic
[Chorus: Randalee]
I'm not what you want me to be
I'm not what you see inside me
I'm not what you need me to be
I'm not what you want to believe
I'm not what you want me to be
I'm not what you see inside me
I'm not what you need me to be
I'm not what you want to believe
[Verse 2: Trevor]
When you look at my eyes please pay attention
When you see my soul, please avoid the tension
My anxiety has killed what you thought was pleasant
I think I'm in a prison, just hope that someone listens
That's the thing though
It feels like no one listens
It feels like nobodies hearing the shit that I'm insisting
I have a musical flavor fusing with driven vision
Fire to the fuel ambition, use it as ammunition
So wherein lies the difference?
My dreams are so damn vigorous
It's become a target
I'ma shoot it with precision
So don't look at me suspicious
I am a music magician
Here is your ticket admission
To the world of my fucking visions
I just wanna run away, run away
Far away, far, far away
With my renditions
My hope is just an apparition
I've been stricken from the truth
And the truth lies by definition
[Chorus: Randalee]
I'm not what you want me to be
I'm not what you see inside me
I'm not what you need me to be
I'm not what you want to believe
I'm not what you want me to be
I'm not what you see inside me
I'm not what you need me to be
I'm not what you want to believe
[Outro: Trevor]
I just wanna run away, run away
I just wanna run away, run away
I just wanna run away, run away
Far away, far, far away
I just wanna run away, run away
I just wanna run away, run away
I just wanna run away, run away
Far away, far, far away
I just wanna run away, run away
I just wanna run away, run away
I just wanna run away, run away
Far away, far, far away
[Chorus: Randalee]
I'm not what you want me to be
I'm not what you see inside me
I'm not what you need me to be
I'm not what you want to believe
I'm not what you want me to be
I'm not what you see inside me
I'm not what you need me to be
I'm not what you want to believe
[Verse 1: Trevor]
Sometimes I feel like I
Been on the wrong path
But how could I know this when I don't know if
This is what I can't have
Causing psychosis, my diagnosis
Is telling me I can't laugh
Well I don't believe that for another second
Wanna fight back?
This is me telling you
My heart is in pain but I'll make it through
You seem to be telling me that I will never make it
Still it's something I pursue
These are my dreams
My future written in threes
Visionary, like visual scenes
(Strapping C4 to your brain and blowing your mind into smithereens)
(You fake it)
When you smile to every person that passes
(You fake it)
When you are hiding your tears under your glasses
(You fake it)
Your wearing a mask so no one can see all the ashes
Your heart is filled with demons and phantoms
No longer molasses
This is me, and I am not what you intended
This is my art, you can't seem to be content with
Another second of my music or my writing methods
It only strengthens and manifested into my perceptic
[Chorus: Randalee]
I'm not what you want me to be
I'm not what you see inside me
I'm not what you need me to be
I'm not what you want to believe
I'm not what you want me to be
I'm not what you see inside me
I'm not what you need me to be
I'm not what you want to believe
[Verse 2: Trevor]
When you look at my eyes please pay attention
When you see my soul, please avoid the tension
My anxiety has killed what you thought was pleasant
I think I'm in a prison, just hope that someone listens
That's the thing though
It feels like no one listens
It feels like nobodies hearing the shit that I'm insisting
I have a musical flavor fusing with driven vision
Fire to the fuel ambition, use it as ammunition
So wherein lies the difference?
My dreams are so damn vigorous
It's become a target
I'ma shoot it with precision
So don't look at me suspicious
I am a music magician
Here is your ticket admission
To the world of my fucking visions
I just wanna run away, run away
Far away, far, far away
With my renditions
My hope is just an apparition
I've been stricken from the truth
And the truth lies by definition
[Chorus: Randalee]
I'm not what you want me to be
I'm not what you see inside me
I'm not what you need me to be
I'm not what you want to believe
I'm not what you want me to be
I'm not what you see inside me
I'm not what you need me to be
I'm not what you want to believe
[Outro: Trevor]
I just wanna run away, run away
I just wanna run away, run away
I just wanna run away, run away
Far away, far, far away
I just wanna run away, run away
I just wanna run away, run away
I just wanna run away, run away
Far away, far, far away