Suicide Letter by TreDay Lyrics

Sometimes I wonder what it feels like to have a hollow tip go through my brain. I contemplate my life if I never learned how to rap on these 808’s. Do I have a purpose is it really worth it? Been told if I work hard that I’ll earn it, but I learned in my life nothings certain. That’s why I go so hard in these verses. If I die tonight will I see the light take flight with my soul to heavens gates or is that shit fake will I rot away inside of a grave as bugs eat my flesh as I lay to rest and my bones decay till there’s nothing left and you wonder why I’m depressed. Like damn man death would be better that’s why I’m writing this suicide letter so cut the chit chat tell me something that’s better cuz life don’t mean nothing and nothing seems better, I’m done. With everything life’s only good when I fucking sleep. Life’s only real when I fucking dream. Life’s only fun when the verse is clean. I’m tired of being a being. Ask how I feel and I’m feeling. Like nothing is real and I’m dealing With dealing with stress and depression I’m not even sleeping. I stare at the ceiling sealing my emotions inside of my head thoughts of being dead. If I get out of bed, ima write this note call my mom say that I love you and put this bullet through my head