Dirty Mattress by Tracy Jenkins Lyrics

I can't look into his eyes tonight
I've done it a million times before
We'd find each other
thru the tension
and let it go
But not tonight
Maybe it's the air
giving me
brain fever
but his lips
sure are fuller
tonight
STOP
I've gone under
the sheets
before
and look where
they are
Just stains on a dirty mattress
I'd miss his laugh
And those concerned lines
that appear
on his forehead
after
one of my
beautiful mistakes collapsed
into a mess on the floor
I fear them
disappearing with him
They all leave in the morning
So I just won't look
him in the eye
anymore
I can't be your whore
too.