Sisyphus Sisi First by Trabolee Lyrics

(Lalalalala) Listen to this!

I was raised a Christian that hungered faith
Used to go to early church at the youngest age
Remember tasting the sacrament and telling momma how it taste
That was the biggest mistake I ever made

Escaped a beating and she told me I wasn't ready to receive it
Reminding my young soul how the devil was deceiving
Every night we chanted 'Hail Marys' and 'The Lord's Prayer'
But Bible stories was fascinating

Kings maiming babies and prophets thrown in Lion's Layers??
That threw a pebble in my mind's pond
And send my thoughts rippling down a rabbit hole
Searching for something deeper than religion

But in African homes, we can't express how we feel
So I kept scratching my dome
Looking for something to reveal how my heart spoke
Then like a light stroke, I made the right strokes like
Yeah

I'm feeling fake woke right now
Got my halo spellbound
I was walking right down as a man
There's a feeling I found
That these words I pen down
Ain't enough to make you understand

I'm feeling fake woke right now
Got my halo spellbound
I was walking right down as a man
There's a feeling I found
That these words I pen down
Ain't enough to make you... understand!

Questing for truth led me to reading Malcolm's book
Where X marks the spot
That was treasure that got me hot-headed, to say the least
Aunties and relatives scared he got the mark of the beast
But my mind was open like parachutes
Ready to glide I'm scoping
If there's a most high I'll tie a noose
Get to heaven, look em dead in the eye and drop a doosh
Coz holy shit! Look at black people
A whole continent colonized and dark skin termed unequal
They telling me to compromise
If you question that's felony before his eyes
I'm thinking not, like tied strings
Use my mind like building blocks till I define me
Won't be a puppet to the White Man's wiring
Knowledge was golden nuggets
I'll puncture your surface till my tirade is tiring
Now ain't that enlightening??
Nah, I'm stuck on this planet
See I'm Stuck on this planet
I'm stuck on!
I'm feeling fake woke right now
Got my halo spellbound
I was walking right down as a man
There's a feeling I found
That these words I pen down
Ain't enough to make you understand

I'm feeling fake woke right now
Got my halo spellbound
I was walking right down as a man
There's a feeling I found
That these words I pen down
Ain't enough to make you understand


See my living is the strangest
Every time I find the meaning of life
They change it
Now I'm caught in a strife between ditching these mics
And hitching a flight to the edge of your minds
That's some sane shhh
But all you gotta do is witness what is being revealed
Coz there in the process lies a seed
Nobody walks your path
Nobody does your math
And it's not straight
You'll always spiral back
This ain't metaphysics
This might be a metaphor for life
The sweetness of obstacles
The lessons carried in strife, yeah
See I laugh at my tears
I bask in my fears
Is something not clear
You can find me right here
With a lump in my throat
Been up on this slope
But I'm down like before

I laugh at my tears
I bask in my fears
Is something not clear
You can find me right here
With a lump in my throat
Been up on this slope
But I'm down like before

SisiFirst, SisiFirst, SisiFirst

Come with me
Hail Mary Nigga run quick see
What do we have here now
Wanna ride or die
Lalalalala

Hey, Come with me
Hail Mary Nigga run quick see
What do we have here now
Wanna ride or die
Lalalalala

Come with me
Hail Mary Nigga run quick see
What do we have here now
Wanna ride or die
Lalalalala

Come with me
Hail Mary Nigga run quick see