Aly May by Toxin Lyrics

I'm sittin’ in my room, and I'm bored out my mind
But I ain't even finna stress cause I got nothin’ but time
Now I'm out here scrapin' change, I'm countin' my dimes
But now I'm livin everyday with my life on the line
Let me keep it real, I ain't got no need to lie
But sometimes I wish, that you all would fuckin' die
And I don’t trust nobody, I have no one to rely
But don’t say i need you, all alone I'm satisfied

Nonetheless I’m nullified, all the wrong shit beautified
Nonetheless I'll cut my wrist, I never gave a fuck bout life
But still I'm feelin' like a king
Drugs and fame don’t mean a thing
Born an angel, I still am
But now i fly with broken wings
I'm your worst nightmare boy, I'm creepin' in the flesh
You talkin' all that shit, but you ain't even second best
I'm a dead man walking, I was never laid to rest
Now I'm takin' hollow breaths, I got these holes inside my chest
I hope you know what I mean
Now my veins are turning green
I got blood upon my jeans
This could not have been foreseen
But now my mind, it has gone dark
I've a need to embark
Imma rip through the arc
Imma leave my mark
I don't care, what you say
Imma push it right away
I'm just trynna live my life
I'm tryna get through my day
No, I didn't want it this way
But now i feel so betrayed
Imma tie this knot, I'll make sure its frayed