Realist by Torrian Ball Lyrics
Back in 2016 I almost gave up music
Anxiety and depression had me bout to lose it
Had thoughts of suicide but i couldn't do it
My daughter walked in the room and ask what i was doing
Used to be paralyzed you prolly never knew it
Fractured my spine had me feeling like my life was ruined
Legs ain't moving head bleeding getting pumped with fluids
Praise God cuz he the only one that helped me thru it
They think I'm soft cuz every song I'm pouring out my heart
Like my shit ain't help you heal when it got torn apart
Like it ain't help you find yo way when you was feeling lost
Like it ain't take the strength of god to learn how to walk
Every begged for support from ya closest friends
And they act like they can't even post ya shit
Quick to gas you up like you be going in
But then They just keep Scrolling like you don't exist
They are not your friends that is not a friend
Had to say the shit twice so it starts sinking in
They poking holes in yo ship but don't know how to swim
Better Get them players off your team that don't want you to win
Jordan needed Pippen Kobe needed Shaq
Jay needed bigg and dame to put up all them plaques
Make sure the people in your corner really got your back
Never let these clowns turn you to a circus act
This the realest shit I ever wrote
This the realest shit I ever wrote
I won't stop until they hear me
I won't stop until they feel me
This the realest shit I ever wrote
This the realest shit I ever wrote
I won't stop until they hear me
I won't stop until they feel me
Anxiety and depression had me bout to lose it
Had thoughts of suicide but i couldn't do it
My daughter walked in the room and ask what i was doing
Used to be paralyzed you prolly never knew it
Fractured my spine had me feeling like my life was ruined
Legs ain't moving head bleeding getting pumped with fluids
Praise God cuz he the only one that helped me thru it
They think I'm soft cuz every song I'm pouring out my heart
Like my shit ain't help you heal when it got torn apart
Like it ain't help you find yo way when you was feeling lost
Like it ain't take the strength of god to learn how to walk
Every begged for support from ya closest friends
And they act like they can't even post ya shit
Quick to gas you up like you be going in
But then They just keep Scrolling like you don't exist
They are not your friends that is not a friend
Had to say the shit twice so it starts sinking in
They poking holes in yo ship but don't know how to swim
Better Get them players off your team that don't want you to win
Jordan needed Pippen Kobe needed Shaq
Jay needed bigg and dame to put up all them plaques
Make sure the people in your corner really got your back
Never let these clowns turn you to a circus act
This the realest shit I ever wrote
This the realest shit I ever wrote
I won't stop until they hear me
I won't stop until they feel me
This the realest shit I ever wrote
This the realest shit I ever wrote
I won't stop until they hear me
I won't stop until they feel me