Be Okay by Torrian Ball Lyrics

At war with myself trying to find peace
Been thru so much death all i know is grief 
Everyone i thought would stay found a way to leave 
Ever found out that ya friend was a enemy 
How you supposed to be strong when you feeling weak 
Who I'm supposed to lean on the in a time of need 
Should i hold the pain inside and try to be desecrate
It's hard to hide from all this demons that's inside of me
When life hit me hard it caught me off guard
I swear the  ones you can't see be the worst scars 
Everyday i try to pray and keep faith in god
But it nevеr sells to heal this pain in my heart 
Evеrything going wrong it don't feel right
When you in the dark it's hard to see the light
Tried to dodge bad vibes and lost control of life 
Didn't play my cards right and had to pay the price 
My brother gone who gonna help me when i need to fight 
My granny gone who gone tell me it's gonna be alright 
Can't see my daughter cuz my baby mama full of spite 
And the judge could give a fuck about a fathers rights 
I gotta keep my head high
And try to be productive wit my spare time 
Told the devil he a lie wit tears in my eyes 
Cuz God told me I'm make it through these hard times 
It's gonna be okay 
It's gonna be okay 
I know its hard right now but its gonna be okay
Its gonna be okay
Its gonna be okay
I know you struggling right now but it's gonna be okay 
It's gonna be okay
It's gonna be okay
I know it hurts right now but it's gonna be okay 
It's gonna be okay
It's gonna be okay
I promise it's gonna be okay
It's gonna be okay 
It's gonna be okay 
I know it's hard right now but its gonna be okay
Its gonna be okay
Its gonna be okay
I know you struggling right now but it's gonna be okay 
It's gonna be okay
It's gonna be okay
I know it hurts right now but it's gonna be okay 
It's gonna be okay
It's gonna be okay
I promise it's gonna be okay