Pendulum by Torn Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Mood swinging like a pendulum
I don't brag about it, I don't be talking scandalous
I'm only glad I got to breathe the air of a new day
They've put a price on me, but who pays?
[Verse 2]
Mood swinging like a pendulum
I'm going to die and it's not going to be an accident
Suicide is the option, and its criteria is need
I mean, what other motive could I have? greed?
[Verse 3]
Mood swinging like a pendulum
Vandalized integrity with infinite savageness
Cannibal human, high on lots of cannabis
I don't eat munchies, I eat myself, without questioning it
[Verse 4]
Mood swinging like a pendulum
I'm no longer hungry, I'm in a hurry for that averageness
I want to be as normal as other members of society
It's what you're born with, not what you are willing to give
[Verse 5]
Mood swinging like a pendulum
I'm sad that I'm condemned to never be able to handle it
Insomnia, hypersomnia, never euphoria
Death is the escape, but revenge ain't that obvious
[Verse 6]
Mood swinging like a pendulum
Willing to leave the world behind me tremulous
They haven't given me anything to deal with my problems
And I have the ability to solve them, I don't care about the dilema it's involved with
[Verse 7]
Mood swinging like a pendulum
I wanted to kill someone and was stopped after a long chat with my therapist
At least nobody got hurt
Just me, they sent to the mental hospital
[Verse 8]
Mood swinging like a pendulum
Man I'm giving up on this, wish I knew an alchemist
So they can twist up my thyroid and make it work properly
And I... wait, they aren't watching, looks like I won the lottery
[Verse 9]
Mood swinging like a pendulum
Who would've thought the way out is to be blasphemous
I don't know if I'm hallucinating or if I killed these guys but I like it
Just as I'm walking away, it strikes me
[Verse 10]
Mood swinging like a pendulum
I got out but I don't remember how
Why is there blood on my clothes? is it mine?
The policemen behind me, looking at the scene, who commited the crime?
[Verse 11]
Mood swinging like a pendulum
There are a hundred families I ruined just because I wanted it
They put a price on me so that's how I'm gonna pay
Suicide is the way, in this mental decay, hell is the place
[Verse 12]
Mood swinging like a pendulum
Autothysis like an animal killing itself, it's miraculous
A killer redeemed in death, that's it, 'til I meet you again
One down, the other two are dragged, enchained to its end
[Outro]
Mood swinging like a pend... *gunshot*
Mood swinging like a pendulum
I don't brag about it, I don't be talking scandalous
I'm only glad I got to breathe the air of a new day
They've put a price on me, but who pays?
[Verse 2]
Mood swinging like a pendulum
I'm going to die and it's not going to be an accident
Suicide is the option, and its criteria is need
I mean, what other motive could I have? greed?
[Verse 3]
Mood swinging like a pendulum
Vandalized integrity with infinite savageness
Cannibal human, high on lots of cannabis
I don't eat munchies, I eat myself, without questioning it
[Verse 4]
Mood swinging like a pendulum
I'm no longer hungry, I'm in a hurry for that averageness
I want to be as normal as other members of society
It's what you're born with, not what you are willing to give
[Verse 5]
Mood swinging like a pendulum
I'm sad that I'm condemned to never be able to handle it
Insomnia, hypersomnia, never euphoria
Death is the escape, but revenge ain't that obvious
[Verse 6]
Mood swinging like a pendulum
Willing to leave the world behind me tremulous
They haven't given me anything to deal with my problems
And I have the ability to solve them, I don't care about the dilema it's involved with
[Verse 7]
Mood swinging like a pendulum
I wanted to kill someone and was stopped after a long chat with my therapist
At least nobody got hurt
Just me, they sent to the mental hospital
[Verse 8]
Mood swinging like a pendulum
Man I'm giving up on this, wish I knew an alchemist
So they can twist up my thyroid and make it work properly
And I... wait, they aren't watching, looks like I won the lottery
[Verse 9]
Mood swinging like a pendulum
Who would've thought the way out is to be blasphemous
I don't know if I'm hallucinating or if I killed these guys but I like it
Just as I'm walking away, it strikes me
[Verse 10]
Mood swinging like a pendulum
I got out but I don't remember how
Why is there blood on my clothes? is it mine?
The policemen behind me, looking at the scene, who commited the crime?
[Verse 11]
Mood swinging like a pendulum
There are a hundred families I ruined just because I wanted it
They put a price on me so that's how I'm gonna pay
Suicide is the way, in this mental decay, hell is the place
[Verse 12]
Mood swinging like a pendulum
Autothysis like an animal killing itself, it's miraculous
A killer redeemed in death, that's it, 'til I meet you again
One down, the other two are dragged, enchained to its end
[Outro]
Mood swinging like a pend... *gunshot*