Horn by Torn Lyrics
[Verse 1]
The horn is my best friend in this song
The joint is blown, the mic explodes
When I spit on the microphone a miracle is done
Lyrically beyond any motherfucker, bring it on
You will never know what it feels to be torn
Clinically depressed and an addict of the rum
Habits of autodestruction, living in the run
To not get caught by the mental illness I live on
Slipping some pills to kill the thought storm
And enter a state of mind where I'm discharging on this ticking bomb
When I rhyme i create a paradise for my brain
I mostly rap to keep me away from being deranged
And being insane, I remember back in the day
I sat alone and thought that i had a problem in my ways
Because that's what every psychologist said
The capsule made me have a break on this decay
[Hook]
I want you to remember it all
Remember this song, remember this horn
Never forget it, always regret it
Remember the pain and say you that did it
[Verse 2]
I tried to kill myself at least seven times
And I never thought about what I would leave behind
A beautiful family who loves me blindly
And people who would kindly guard me behind me
Didn't have a vision, was blind to the facts
Living in a prison where only the rap
Could let me escape, nicotine a friend to trust
Please help me leave, I yelled 'till my lungs combusted
Nobody came when i needed them the most
And when they finally came through I was turned to a ghost
I was disarmed, caught in the middle of a war
Trying to take a hike from it, but always got involved
In a battle I thought I could skedaddle from
But they kill me and revive me to make my hurt more
And I suffer, internal bleedings till i digest the pills
I would never have guessed this happiness for real
[Hook]
The horn is my best friend in this song
The joint is blown, the mic explodes
When I spit on the microphone a miracle is done
Lyrically beyond any motherfucker, bring it on
You will never know what it feels to be torn
Clinically depressed and an addict of the rum
Habits of autodestruction, living in the run
To not get caught by the mental illness I live on
Slipping some pills to kill the thought storm
And enter a state of mind where I'm discharging on this ticking bomb
When I rhyme i create a paradise for my brain
I mostly rap to keep me away from being deranged
And being insane, I remember back in the day
I sat alone and thought that i had a problem in my ways
Because that's what every psychologist said
The capsule made me have a break on this decay
[Hook]
I want you to remember it all
Remember this song, remember this horn
Never forget it, always regret it
Remember the pain and say you that did it
[Verse 2]
I tried to kill myself at least seven times
And I never thought about what I would leave behind
A beautiful family who loves me blindly
And people who would kindly guard me behind me
Didn't have a vision, was blind to the facts
Living in a prison where only the rap
Could let me escape, nicotine a friend to trust
Please help me leave, I yelled 'till my lungs combusted
Nobody came when i needed them the most
And when they finally came through I was turned to a ghost
I was disarmed, caught in the middle of a war
Trying to take a hike from it, but always got involved
In a battle I thought I could skedaddle from
But they kill me and revive me to make my hurt more
And I suffer, internal bleedings till i digest the pills
I would never have guessed this happiness for real
[Hook]