Hell by Torn Lyrics
[Intro]
"If I have sinned, what have I done to you
You who see everything we do
Why have you made me your target
Have I become a burden to you?"
[Verse]
Unable to fight against necessity
I now chew analgesics in a daily basis
And I found myself really enjoying it
Like, my past life is no longer annoying me
A poisonous flow, my focus is darkness
And the devilish bargains vanished my mind into madness
Now I can't really tell if something is happening
Connections between me and reality, the devil is shattering them
My associates know that I have a swinging mood
Even then you still believe me when I say i'm living good
Alcohol abuse from shit that used to happen
Where can I escape? fuck it, let's start rapping
I'm pissed, I thought being alive was a bliss
Those are the times that I miss, 'cause life right now is a prison
Why can't I get my wish done and be gone
I want the best for you, so it's best for me to stay home
Slanging beat after beat, every night I just chill
The only place to be is the cave where I spit
In this music I speak from my heart to your ears
Whenever I disappear, I'm letting myself some things clear
Satan is near, the demons I feared are my friends now
And because they embraced me as a peer, I see the end now
So now I know I'm pointless, you know, that it's the truth
Everything we do will be forgotten 'cause God doesn't like humans
Every thing you know is ruined, and time will tell
Shoot a bullet through my head, my choice is to go hell
But I have to wait until the right time to do it
Tonight, when the light's dimmer, my body'll stop moving, nigga
"If I have sinned, what have I done to you
You who see everything we do
Why have you made me your target
Have I become a burden to you?"
[Verse]
Unable to fight against necessity
I now chew analgesics in a daily basis
And I found myself really enjoying it
Like, my past life is no longer annoying me
A poisonous flow, my focus is darkness
And the devilish bargains vanished my mind into madness
Now I can't really tell if something is happening
Connections between me and reality, the devil is shattering them
My associates know that I have a swinging mood
Even then you still believe me when I say i'm living good
Alcohol abuse from shit that used to happen
Where can I escape? fuck it, let's start rapping
I'm pissed, I thought being alive was a bliss
Those are the times that I miss, 'cause life right now is a prison
Why can't I get my wish done and be gone
I want the best for you, so it's best for me to stay home
Slanging beat after beat, every night I just chill
The only place to be is the cave where I spit
In this music I speak from my heart to your ears
Whenever I disappear, I'm letting myself some things clear
Satan is near, the demons I feared are my friends now
And because they embraced me as a peer, I see the end now
So now I know I'm pointless, you know, that it's the truth
Everything we do will be forgotten 'cause God doesn't like humans
Every thing you know is ruined, and time will tell
Shoot a bullet through my head, my choice is to go hell
But I have to wait until the right time to do it
Tonight, when the light's dimmer, my body'll stop moving, nigga