Dehydrated by Torn Lyrics

[Intro]

"Uhh, dude, I- I just want to die, you know? I think I- I think I'll need a drink or something"

[Verse]

Look, my mouth is dry as the desert
I'm feeling up from all these antidepressants
I'm looking for my essence, then i'm going to the exit
Still not going to heaven but I already learned my lesson
To some, my presence is a blessing
And others straight up don't want me in their present
The mistakes I've done as an adolescent
Have brought me problems that are seemingly incessant
Wondering where the alchemists are
Give me the poison so I can drink away my sorrows
Willing to aim as far as the stars
As long as a nigga get gone by tomorrow
Damn, been looking for the liquor
Destiny coming, and if I'm drunk, it comes quicker
Waiting for it 'cause I'm done ragequitting
Doing nothing 'cause I'm done with living
Huh, as I'm smoking my cigarette
I look down and there's horns on my silhouette
Death is near, I'm hearing the whispers
Hoping sleep's cousin will free me from this shit
'Bout to leave and start spreading the word
My nigga Satan will be driving my hearse