Alien by Torn Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Daydreaming, woke up screaming
Got my back bleeding, lost my soul searching for meaning
Almost 3 years and I'm still grieving
Looking like a demon, beaten, I wish I was leaving
And I know that my voice wasn't made for these raps
Mama told me to stop it and focus on math
I'm sorry to tell you but i have to follow this path
Words don't mean shit without acts
Reality is hitting me back
I think I probably should be feeling mad
My life falls apart, depression attacks
But I don't feel shit and that is a fact
I won't accomplish anything with this music
Nobody will ever find this amusing
Give me a pistol and in a minute I'll use it
My mind blown, damn, these dreams are so lucid
I must be looking so stupid
Laying in my bed, these thoughts are abusive
Dwell in confusion, it was all an illusion
Felt like a winner woke up a loser
[Hook]
Conscience gone in the winds of the mania
Suicide is engraved all over my cranium
These feelings I carry will give me a hernia
No way to unleash them, that's why i'm so alien
[Verse 2]
Fuck, "look at the state he's in
I told him to drop it but he just won't listen
Huh, he wasn't careful with his wishes
He's dead and his soul is still missing"
Read that at my funeral
This situation is truthfully beautiful
To say that I'm useless is actually provable
Good thing my lifespan is really reducible
Will most likely die sooner than later
Used to say my prayers but now I'm a traitor
I found someone with powers far greater
He's guiding me now, his name is Satan
Ayyy, I be quicker to quit
T be legit, hand me the pen
Rhyme my own testament, no need to pretend
I'm done with this shit, this is the end
[Outro]
This is the end, no need to pretend
Hand me the pen, I'm done with this shit
I be quicker to quit
T be legit, hand me the pen
Rhyme my own testament, no need to pretend
I'm done with this shit, this is the end
Daydreaming, woke up screaming
Got my back bleeding, lost my soul searching for meaning
Almost 3 years and I'm still grieving
Looking like a demon, beaten, I wish I was leaving
And I know that my voice wasn't made for these raps
Mama told me to stop it and focus on math
I'm sorry to tell you but i have to follow this path
Words don't mean shit without acts
Reality is hitting me back
I think I probably should be feeling mad
My life falls apart, depression attacks
But I don't feel shit and that is a fact
I won't accomplish anything with this music
Nobody will ever find this amusing
Give me a pistol and in a minute I'll use it
My mind blown, damn, these dreams are so lucid
I must be looking so stupid
Laying in my bed, these thoughts are abusive
Dwell in confusion, it was all an illusion
Felt like a winner woke up a loser
[Hook]
Conscience gone in the winds of the mania
Suicide is engraved all over my cranium
These feelings I carry will give me a hernia
No way to unleash them, that's why i'm so alien
[Verse 2]
Fuck, "look at the state he's in
I told him to drop it but he just won't listen
Huh, he wasn't careful with his wishes
He's dead and his soul is still missing"
Read that at my funeral
This situation is truthfully beautiful
To say that I'm useless is actually provable
Good thing my lifespan is really reducible
Will most likely die sooner than later
Used to say my prayers but now I'm a traitor
I found someone with powers far greater
He's guiding me now, his name is Satan
Ayyy, I be quicker to quit
T be legit, hand me the pen
Rhyme my own testament, no need to pretend
I'm done with this shit, this is the end
[Outro]
This is the end, no need to pretend
Hand me the pen, I'm done with this shit
I be quicker to quit
T be legit, hand me the pen
Rhyme my own testament, no need to pretend
I'm done with this shit, this is the end