Deku Scrub by Toobin Lyrics

Fucked up and silent, feel like a ghost
Tap on my shoulder, ask if i want to go; i dont
Inelegantly ask whats on my mind
But when i hear my voice i think ill die

O, its cute like a polished stone
Its fucked up how i dont even know
I think but it doesnt show

A thing worth its weight in gold
Is this how i felt when i was home?
Its fucked up but i dont know