Stay Fucked Up by Tony Mike Lyrics
[Verse 1]
(Inhale, cough)
Open my lungs as im smoking a blunt/
Cuz corruptions got a motherfucker sunk in the slums
Still as real as they come, only I'm fake with the funds/
Agents banging on my apartment, got no place to run
Feel like spraying my gun at people, this evils taunting me/
Ever since my best friend died, his nightmares haunting me
And I know how it ought to be, but fuckin up constantly/
Too cocky possibly, making my competition obsolete
Cops on me for robbery, somehow I shake em off/
Make a song, words beautifully put, like Renee Duvall's
Satan falls from heaven, but once was angelic/
Even the best fail, but no excuse for my rebellion
Potential of a felon, yeah my fams fortellin/
Stuck in a deaf world, my throats sore from this yellin
Souls selling, pockets swelling, it's all to overwhelming/
And i remember back when lyrics consisted of storytelling
[Hook]
I get my drugs, i stay fucked up
(And still you wonder why)
I get my cup, i get so drunk
(And i dont wanna die but)
I've been living life all trapped in this cage
Getting blazed and shit faced is the only way to escape
And i pray, my love ones don't follow this way
Lord if you can't save me, please save Kane
[Verse 2]
(Hiccup)
Drowning my kidney as I'm bound to get tipsy/
I'm going in, circle the block, I'll be out in a jiffy
Praying my savior forgives me, please lord if you're listening/
He's busy getting my attention, the bullet missed me by inches
when the bitch hit me going 50, the force knocked me out my forces/
Spending more time with my son was all that was important
Worth going to court, child support, and the ex parte order/
Going through hell and high water, struggle and torture
And when my life flashes images of cyclophrenia/
Dipsomania, I'm the Edgar Allan Poe of my millennium
Dealing with phobias and philias, trying to make the most of my minimum/
Not to mention I'm twitching, this 'Exit bag' full of helium
My manic depression, my anorexic nervosa/
Dysthymia, Bipolaor, just living life till its over
I would die to be sober, if i could just make it through the withdrawals/
There's a message in the bottle, it's just fulla alcohol
[Hook ]
[Verse 3]
Fucking with my psychosis as I sip Styrofoam Potion/
Fun Dip soaking in a little bit of Codiene
Guzzling Robitussin, dextromethorphan/
Slitting wrists horizontally, releasing endorphins
Thomas and Robin in divorce court, cuz she was a whore bitch/
I call her Robin not momma, she shoulda got an abortion
Took my 4th alcohol poison 'fore I learned about portions/
Of course when I die, the remorse will be like Jack Kevorkian's. and all I know is I made a mess of my life/
But every life n death situation was a blessing in disguise
Every night before I go to bed, I think of killing myself/
There's 112 contacts in my cell, there's not any I'd tell
No prenuptial agreement, who the fuck is gonna marry me/
No life insurance policy, who the fuck is gonna bury me?
Sometimes I get mad at God, he took my brother from my mother/
While someone suicidal has to sit here and suffer
(Inhale, cough)
Open my lungs as im smoking a blunt/
Cuz corruptions got a motherfucker sunk in the slums
Still as real as they come, only I'm fake with the funds/
Agents banging on my apartment, got no place to run
Feel like spraying my gun at people, this evils taunting me/
Ever since my best friend died, his nightmares haunting me
And I know how it ought to be, but fuckin up constantly/
Too cocky possibly, making my competition obsolete
Cops on me for robbery, somehow I shake em off/
Make a song, words beautifully put, like Renee Duvall's
Satan falls from heaven, but once was angelic/
Even the best fail, but no excuse for my rebellion
Potential of a felon, yeah my fams fortellin/
Stuck in a deaf world, my throats sore from this yellin
Souls selling, pockets swelling, it's all to overwhelming/
And i remember back when lyrics consisted of storytelling
[Hook]
I get my drugs, i stay fucked up
(And still you wonder why)
I get my cup, i get so drunk
(And i dont wanna die but)
I've been living life all trapped in this cage
Getting blazed and shit faced is the only way to escape
And i pray, my love ones don't follow this way
Lord if you can't save me, please save Kane
[Verse 2]
(Hiccup)
Drowning my kidney as I'm bound to get tipsy/
I'm going in, circle the block, I'll be out in a jiffy
Praying my savior forgives me, please lord if you're listening/
He's busy getting my attention, the bullet missed me by inches
when the bitch hit me going 50, the force knocked me out my forces/
Spending more time with my son was all that was important
Worth going to court, child support, and the ex parte order/
Going through hell and high water, struggle and torture
And when my life flashes images of cyclophrenia/
Dipsomania, I'm the Edgar Allan Poe of my millennium
Dealing with phobias and philias, trying to make the most of my minimum/
Not to mention I'm twitching, this 'Exit bag' full of helium
My manic depression, my anorexic nervosa/
Dysthymia, Bipolaor, just living life till its over
I would die to be sober, if i could just make it through the withdrawals/
There's a message in the bottle, it's just fulla alcohol
[Hook ]
[Verse 3]
Fucking with my psychosis as I sip Styrofoam Potion/
Fun Dip soaking in a little bit of Codiene
Guzzling Robitussin, dextromethorphan/
Slitting wrists horizontally, releasing endorphins
Thomas and Robin in divorce court, cuz she was a whore bitch/
I call her Robin not momma, she shoulda got an abortion
Took my 4th alcohol poison 'fore I learned about portions/
Of course when I die, the remorse will be like Jack Kevorkian's. and all I know is I made a mess of my life/
But every life n death situation was a blessing in disguise
Every night before I go to bed, I think of killing myself/
There's 112 contacts in my cell, there's not any I'd tell
No prenuptial agreement, who the fuck is gonna marry me/
No life insurance policy, who the fuck is gonna bury me?
Sometimes I get mad at God, he took my brother from my mother/
While someone suicidal has to sit here and suffer