Tori is the New Black by Tonight We Sleep Lyrics

Trying to find the sense in your words
And in your actions
I try to think that maybe I deserve all of this

I try not to feel just so I can make better decisions
For you and me
Or at least for myself
Should I try to save this?

Is there life or is this gone?
Am I fighting a war that's been lost?

To be honest I got nothing left
To be honest I have it all my best
To be honest I got nothing left
Surprising myself on how I still go on

Should I be blamed for trying to revive it all?