Red In The Dark by Tonidotcs Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I long for the pain to come and take me away
It's been quite a day
I'm fine being alone
Though it's not that bad to have a lil company
Tell you what's bad they all** (*he just*) left me
Tired of being the one to take in all your bullshit
I've got my own shit I have to deal with
I've got my own shit
No, no I can't do this

[Chorus]
I lock myself alone in the darkness
Accompanied with nothing but sharpness
Aim for the heart, Red in the dark
I smile as I make pretty little sins
With tears just falling since
I aimed for my heart, Red in the dark

[Verse 2]
I tell myself to look above, but all I see is the ground
I see me falling, falling down
Bottled up my feelings by drinking myself senseless
It's the only time I'm "happy" more or less
Cried myself to sleep last night, so I cry myself at night
Like tonight, tomorrow night
Next to a knife, like every night
[Chorus]
I lock myself alone in the darkness
Accompanied with nothing but sharpness
Aim for the heart, Red in the dark
I smile as I make pretty little sins
With tears just falling since
I aimed for my heart, Red in the dark