Out in the country by Tommy Oeffling Lyrics

She was an interior decorator, I idolized her from the start
If I could rearrange these walls, I'd put a window where the cars
Would drive on by and I could lie down and just watch them from afar
I'd change the beige and waste my days and I could be a folk star
They'll send me off to some new state, a foreign country in my mind
Without contact to back home, and I'd be thirsty all the time
Some clinic out in the country, I'd make a friend or two there
I'd have a buzzcut with my bright red, straight, freshly dyed hair
I can't hear you, I can't feel you, I can't see you, I can't be you
I can't hear you, I can't feel you, I can't see you, I can't be you
I can't hear you, I can't feel you, I can't see you, I can't be you
I can't hear you, I can't feel you, I can't see you, I can't be you
Now they've declined me, and we're trying to get away everyday
They gave me crayons, yeah, I'm a man, just with a childlike brain
They say I've got something evil, it's living deep in my head
They flushed it out with some substance, they say I should get on meds
I'm alright, just misguided, all the rules I abide by
All the ideas in my head, I don't have nothing to side by
Watched a film about Travis, they say you don't wanna have this
I wanna sleep, not a peep, throw away all my assets
I can't hear you, I can't feel you, I can't see you, I can't be you
I can't hear you, I can't feel you, I can't see you, I can't be you
I can't hear you, I can't feel you, I can't see you, I can't be you
I can't hear you, I can't feel you, I can't see you, I can't be you