Its Only Me by Todd Thibaud Lyrics

I'm on the outside looking for a way back in, I spent a lotta time trying to find another skin
But I guess it's hard, I guess it's just too hard to be anything but what you wanted me to be
Can't you see it's only me, you got the whole world thinking you're the one to know
I bought a ticket, but I never got to see the show
And I guess it's hard, I guess it's just too hard to be
Anything but what you wanted me to be, can't you see it's only me?
Taking money from a dirty hand makes you nothing but a dirty man
You pray to God your rundown soul can learn to unchain what you can't control
Hey, what's it gonna be, I could really use a break
I watched my first chance turn into my last mistake
And I guess it's hard, I guess it's just too hard to be anything but what you wanted me to be
I guess it's hard, I guess it's just too hard to be anything but what you wanted me to be
Can't you see it's only me?