Nostalgia Seeds by To Speak Of Wolves Lyrics

This is only gonna make a mess of me
Soon enough you will have to see
This is only gonna make a mess of me

Every day pushing pulling and grinding
In every way defeated failing and breathless
Selling yourself so short
It’s making a mockery of me

Your suicide salvation has only put a veil over your eyes
Though unworthy we can stand and fight

God, why do you feel dead?
It repeats in my head
Over and over again
The thoughts of you and I
I’d trade it all

Nostalgia only lasts so long
Before I forget
If it’s not one thing it’s another
The killing feeling that I can’t save my brothers
The loneliness of my father
The abandonment of my mother
The confused thoughts of my sister

Raining on me, raining on me, raining on me, raining on me!
(It's always) raining on me, raining on me, raining on me, raining on me!

I’m gonna die in this undertow, I'm gonna die in this undertow
I'm gonna turn my back on you, you'll see
And everything that you wished for me
And all your hopes and dreams will fall
When you see how vile I’ve become
And if you love me then stay, and if you love me then stay!

Every day pushing pulling and grinding
In every way defeated failing and breathless
Selling yourself so short
It's making a mockery of me!

Nostalgia seeds keep on growing, nostalgia seeds keep on growing!
It’s always raining on me, raining on me, raining on me, raining on me!

When the water starts to rise
Just remember who sent you! [X2]