Medicine by Tim Wheeler Lyrics
Through the night
You come and sit with me
Hold my hand
When I'm unsettled and I cannot sleep
You are my medicine
Heart of gold
And patience of a saint
Company
When the ward is quiet and the hour's late
You are my medicine
Like a ghost
In your reality
Slipping through
Unseen walls and boundaries
From dreams and memories
Please be brave
If I forget your name
Though it hurts
My childhood friend I can see those tears
You should take your medicine
Broke my heart
When my wife crashed the car
State of shock
I saw the wreckage and I saw the fire
No one made it clear
Yet she's here
Returned from the loss
Overcome
So confused I talk about it all day long
Taking my medicine
It's not safe
In this sanctuary
I'm immune
Someone is trying to poison me
Changing my medicine
Turn your back
And walk out through the door
Spit them out
I throw the pills across the floor
I'm taking my medicine
Nothing left
They ignore my every plea
I am scared
Oh why have you abandoned me?
I don't know who to believe
Late at night
When I realise I am lost
So alone
I cannot stop these helpless thoughts
What will become of me?
Locked away
There is no escape
No way out
Will I ever breathe the open air?
Or see my home again?
Can't give up
The stubborn voice of will
Tries to fight
And find some hope where there is no hope
I've given everything
I collapse
My resistance has run down
Half closed eyes
Exhausted I've worn myself out
Drifting out of your reach
Stay awhile
Every afternoon
Passing time
By ourselves down the hall
In the piano room
We sit close
And try to find a tune
We get lost
In the stillness of the shimmering noons
Hoping a spark will bloom
From the depths
Childhood memories
Come to life
Feel the past resurfacing
Washing over me
Held in awe
In this reverie
Close to god
And bliss and rapture and I can't believe
The wonders I have seen
Bittersweet
Too real to be a dream
I'm back home
I'n Danesfield, Dublin 1943
In the heart of my family
Mother, dear
You who worship me
Mother, dear
I will do your bidding obediently
And take my medicine
Flood of tears
I sob against your chest
Oh my son
I thought that you were someone else
Taking my medicine
Brings me back
To when my father died
Where I stood
Gave away beneath me in a landslide
Taking my medicine
By your side
I looked into his eyes
And we cried
We both knew it had come to this time
Taking his medicine
You should go
This may be the last time
Hold my hand
And kiss my forehead as you say goodbye
Take your medicine
I love you
That's something you can keep
In your heart
Now I must sleep this sweet and dreamless sleep
And take my medicine
You can't bring me back
No matter what you try
I'm never coming back
No matter how much you hope I can return
You can't bring me back
No matter what you try
I'm never coming back
No matter how hard you pray I can return
You can't bring me back
No matter what you try
I'm never coming back
I can never return
You come and sit with me
Hold my hand
When I'm unsettled and I cannot sleep
You are my medicine
Heart of gold
And patience of a saint
Company
When the ward is quiet and the hour's late
You are my medicine
Like a ghost
In your reality
Slipping through
Unseen walls and boundaries
From dreams and memories
Please be brave
If I forget your name
Though it hurts
My childhood friend I can see those tears
You should take your medicine
Broke my heart
When my wife crashed the car
State of shock
I saw the wreckage and I saw the fire
No one made it clear
Yet she's here
Returned from the loss
Overcome
So confused I talk about it all day long
Taking my medicine
It's not safe
In this sanctuary
I'm immune
Someone is trying to poison me
Changing my medicine
Turn your back
And walk out through the door
Spit them out
I throw the pills across the floor
I'm taking my medicine
Nothing left
They ignore my every plea
I am scared
Oh why have you abandoned me?
I don't know who to believe
Late at night
When I realise I am lost
So alone
I cannot stop these helpless thoughts
What will become of me?
Locked away
There is no escape
No way out
Will I ever breathe the open air?
Or see my home again?
Can't give up
The stubborn voice of will
Tries to fight
And find some hope where there is no hope
I've given everything
I collapse
My resistance has run down
Half closed eyes
Exhausted I've worn myself out
Drifting out of your reach
Stay awhile
Every afternoon
Passing time
By ourselves down the hall
In the piano room
We sit close
And try to find a tune
We get lost
In the stillness of the shimmering noons
Hoping a spark will bloom
From the depths
Childhood memories
Come to life
Feel the past resurfacing
Washing over me
Held in awe
In this reverie
Close to god
And bliss and rapture and I can't believe
The wonders I have seen
Bittersweet
Too real to be a dream
I'm back home
I'n Danesfield, Dublin 1943
In the heart of my family
Mother, dear
You who worship me
Mother, dear
I will do your bidding obediently
And take my medicine
Flood of tears
I sob against your chest
Oh my son
I thought that you were someone else
Taking my medicine
Brings me back
To when my father died
Where I stood
Gave away beneath me in a landslide
Taking my medicine
By your side
I looked into his eyes
And we cried
We both knew it had come to this time
Taking his medicine
You should go
This may be the last time
Hold my hand
And kiss my forehead as you say goodbye
Take your medicine
I love you
That's something you can keep
In your heart
Now I must sleep this sweet and dreamless sleep
And take my medicine
You can't bring me back
No matter what you try
I'm never coming back
No matter how much you hope I can return
You can't bring me back
No matter what you try
I'm never coming back
No matter how hard you pray I can return
You can't bring me back
No matter what you try
I'm never coming back
I can never return