Wasted by Tie Your Anchor Lyrics

I remember it vividly
You took a knife to my sanity
Pull me in, take me down
I can't ever get out
I fall deeper and deeper
I don't think I could ever leave her
But oh god does it hurt so much
When I have to beg for love

Do you think of me
When you're away
Do I cross your mind
Do you feel shame
Do you even care
I'm left here waiting
You'll hold the bottle tonight
You're always wasted

I'm not sorry, for being angry
I'm not sorry, you can't blame me
I'm not sorry, for being angry
I'm not sorry, you don't love me
This is killing me
When you keep telling me
That you’re gonna change
As you drink away
This is killing me
Why can’t you fucking see
You’re not gonna change
As you drink away

Always Put you first
But I came in last
Seems like those before me
Don't even have to ask
Crawling on my knees
Begging you to stay
Look in my eyes
Don't make me walk away

Do you think of me
When you're away
Do I cross your mind
Do you feel shame
Do you even care
I'm left here waiting
You'll hold the bottle tonight
You're always wasted
I'm not sorry, for being angry
I'm not sorry, you can't blame me
I'm not sorry, for being angry
I'm not sorry, you never loved me

Go ahead down another
You care for the bottle not your lover
Go ahead drown your sins
Little do you know they will swim
Go ahead and take a drink
You're not as perfect as you may think
Go ahead and make a toast
To the only goddamn thing you love most

Lie. To. Me
Tell me what I need to hear
Betray me
How long will this last
Refuse me
You're never sober
Forget me
You're always wasted
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Waiting on nothing
Feels like it’s something
Can you hear it
Can you feel it
Darkness and depression
Becomes my obsession
Trapped like a demon
Ready to plead again
Therapy and waiting
Isn’t entertaining
Rather be myself how
But pills are what I am now