AWOL by Tie Your Anchor Lyrics

7. AWOL

Mother will never be sane
Her health deteriorates
Her life will never be the same
And I can't change, no I can’t change

She will never sleep again
Never thought this would be the end
No one will ever be the same
And I can’t change, no I can’t change

The choice I made was quick and clean
Forever I'll sleep; Forever I'll dream (x2)

I’m living in fantasies
No longer with hopes and dreams
(I can’t keep hiding the truth)

I’m living in misery
Destructive copes with agony
(I can’t keep hiding the truth)
Ruined the lives of those I loved
One final act, finger on the gun
One last thought, nowhere to be found
You hear my voicemail, the bullet sounds

Bring me back, Bring me back
I’m selfish, jaded
Bring me back, Bring me back
Our times been wasted
Bring me back, Bring me back
My mind suffocated
Bring me back, Bring me back
Our Memories faded

You can’t take back what you said to me
I can’t take back all our memories
I never thought I would want to leave
My heart it aches for this destiny

The blood it runs so cold and thick
The thought of it makes her sick
They tell her I’m a lunatic
She’ll rebuild, brick by brick

I’m living in fantasies
No longer with hopes and dreams
(I can’t keep hiding the truth)
I’m living in misery
Destructive copes with agony
(I can’t keep hiding the truth)