Drugs by Tickie Lyrics

Verse 1-
The only thing i want to do is scream
And i cannot wait to unleash this feel
I know what i said
And i said it back then
Never wanted you
To waste your life on this filth
To someone who don't give you shit
Imma leave you alone for now
But promise dont do it
Yeah i got these voices
It were true but all these noices
Built you a wall
And little did you know
I were failing back then

I visited alot of times back then
And i never lied to you
Only thing you can do is away from that
Because who can possibly know
What this pain is out for
Who knows, yeah fucking who
This was my past from the beginning
Yeah for a while now i’ve been grave digging
I had these lovely people in my life
Now imma tell you why i wanted to die
I wanted to hangmyself and end it
Chorus-
The times we both sat together
Laughing smiling and playing games together
I still feel the happines and sadness in this moment
But please stay with me now just for a moment
Stay proud i'll make you
Please stay i will fucking miss you now
(what have i done now?)

Verse 2-
I never even went through hardships
I never gotten anyone to prepare me for this
Mind lost and your fault?
I just miss our fucking special times
I just miss out fucking gaming times
So for now and i want the times back
These days i just dont feel shit
But dont forget everyday i am lacking feels
I'm going to shut up and make you proud
Rest peace in heaven now
Yeah be proud

Outro-
I’ve been learned and seen
Finally gotten someone to teach me on why you were like this
The oxygen running out