Eternal Youth by Thrnenkind Lyrics

It's so long ago, that I shouted laughing at the rain
It's so long ago, that I fiercely dreamed of getting lost
How many senseless years will I waste once again?
How long will I sleepwalk into a life of duty and pain?
Everyone is just sick for something called "fun"
Which is in fact just a way to flee our meaningless lives
Can I demand back what we sold so recklessly and for a rock-bottom price?
I've had my moments - but I would have liked for my life
To have been nothing but moments, one after another
But I will never loiter in late winter again
When blooming spring is blossomy in the air
Forgive me, sweet innocence