Hyacinth by Threadleaf Lyrics

I swear I'm gonna make this right
I don't want to weed you out of my life
I don't wanna be a different person
I don't wanna be a different person

I wish you’d just look to me
I wish you’d give me anything
But I don't wanna be a different person
I don't wanna be a different person

I won't say goodbye to you

We talked of a garden
When we were blooming
I don’t wanna feel so goddamn distant
I don’t wanna feel so goddamn distant

I can’t ever get to sleep
Cuz your memory haunts me
I don’t wanna feel so goddamn distant
I don’t wanna feel so goddamn distant
We were a joyride
We ventured out to see the sights
It never ended like we planned it
And it doesn’t feel right

We were a car crash
We spun out over black ice
And it wasn’t ever our fault
It was the nature’s spite

We dreamt of a garden
When we were blooming
Dreamed of nights on the canopy
Dusty shelves in the library
You promised me

I won't say goodbye to you

I never wanted to feel so distant
And now we’re two kinds of far
I never knew I needed closeness
Until you shut off, changed who you are