Marbled Regression by Thirty Nights of Violence Lyrics

Bury me beneath the sheets
It finally has the best of me
Deprive myself from happiness
Sinking deep in this abyss
Everything turns gray
I can see the walls decay
Clear water will forever run red
I release a final breath
Held afloat by the tide
No reason to the rhyme
I’m letting go this time
Everything is as it’s meant to be
How does it feel to sustain that pleasure?
Does it feel like slow bleeding onto a blank canvas?
It could never really be so beautiful and now I feel so unfulfilled
It’s oh so tragic—it’s all my fault
Tell me what the fuck is different?
With everything I fall in love with I’m an object of resentment
Was it something I was after?
To feed off something weaker just to feel like I matter?
The only peace I find is when I shut my eyes
How does it feel to sustain that pleasure?
Does it feel like slow bleeding onto a blank canvas?
It could never really be so beautiful and now I feel so unfulfilled
It’s oh so tragic—it’s all my fault