Never Again by Thin Lips Lyrics

I don't know how to feel about you
It's been so many years since you called me your own, and let me inside
I doubt it'd feel right now

I lack the wherewithal with all to doubt you
I thought that you would be more comfortable in time
It's not about me
I've started to see how

Hard luck, never again
Gonna play your luck just so that you can pretend
You'd think that I would know by now
(I would know by now)
Unseen while the boy of your dreams (?)
A lesson in less than love

I'll sadly wonder why I'm still here
I'm holding both your hands and you just hold my eyes
I don't believe you've ever touched me
And to be honest, I don't think you've ever tried
But that's behind me
It's even helped me
And opened up my eyes
We all need a reason why
We all need a reason why
Hard luck, never again
Gonna play your lover so that you can pretend
You'd think that I would know by now
(I would know by now)
Unseen while the boy of your dreams goes up to your (?)
A lesson in less than love