Lonely by Theprinceofnc Lyrics
(Intro)
I had to do something with myself
Seems like everyone was trynna do something with me
This shit is dedicated to everyone who feels alone
(Verse 1)
This shit really fucked me up
Had me feeling cursed, Only thinking of the worst
Nightmares of myself riding in a hearse
You ever felt alone? I was on my worst
Sometimes i wanna overdose to take the pain away
So much pain built up ion wanna stay
Ending everything seems like the only way
If i ain't here what the hell do they got to say
They'll think you fine till your pain and your anger show
Suicidal young boy know my momma know
Momma hold me close, And never let me go
Watching blood from my wrist leak and drip slow
It's like i'm in a bad dream i can't escape
My heart beating fast like i'm violently being raped
I pray to god that my days will only get better
Hopefully he will get me through whatever
They don't know the pain till they standing in ya shoes
Couple days later and ya family here the news
They yelling murder, It's a murder but its suicide
I couldn't take it anymore, At least i fucking tried
Grab the gun, Cocked it back and put it to my temple
Left a world where everyone was judge mental
Can't believe that Harrison, Is dead and gone
It's gone be alright cause life goes on
Deep thought's that are floating through my momma's head
Why he have to do this, Now my oldest son is dead
I had to do something with myself
Seems like everyone was trynna do something with me
This shit is dedicated to everyone who feels alone
(Verse 1)
This shit really fucked me up
Had me feeling cursed, Only thinking of the worst
Nightmares of myself riding in a hearse
You ever felt alone? I was on my worst
Sometimes i wanna overdose to take the pain away
So much pain built up ion wanna stay
Ending everything seems like the only way
If i ain't here what the hell do they got to say
They'll think you fine till your pain and your anger show
Suicidal young boy know my momma know
Momma hold me close, And never let me go
Watching blood from my wrist leak and drip slow
It's like i'm in a bad dream i can't escape
My heart beating fast like i'm violently being raped
I pray to god that my days will only get better
Hopefully he will get me through whatever
They don't know the pain till they standing in ya shoes
Couple days later and ya family here the news
They yelling murder, It's a murder but its suicide
I couldn't take it anymore, At least i fucking tried
Grab the gun, Cocked it back and put it to my temple
Left a world where everyone was judge mental
Can't believe that Harrison, Is dead and gone
It's gone be alright cause life goes on
Deep thought's that are floating through my momma's head
Why he have to do this, Now my oldest son is dead