Serene by Thelosthost Lyrics
Words:
I
My head been quiet for some time now
Nobody ever knows
I like it that way
Way back I used to dive in an ocean of voices thriving for noise
Scared to hear my own voice but I guess I didn't know better
And I still don't
Believing things on stuff I shouldn't as I go along
Impressing people I disagree with just to find my own self
Emptying shelves for you to turn well
Chorus:
Keeping it reeling
I strive for better days
For me to separate
The lost and unexplained
Tell me a way to
Get through the other side
Struggling for truth
The demons all around
II
Been with fakes my whole life
Always tryin' to give a fight for you to turn right
Always seeing the good advice but not the whole flight
Been so confused on what to make with my own life
Guess then I realized
I need to take the wheel and drive with my head right
Need to trust the inner voices telling me sit tight
Try to open your eyes and see the whole site
The worlds been tricky like they always have
I have to be picky now im slow at that
Can't tell whose gonna last
Gonna toughen, embrace the ride
Chorus:
Keeping it reeling
I strive for better days
For me to separate
The lost and unexplained
Tell me a way to
Get through the other side
Struggling for truth
The demons all around
III
Let me take you back to the days
In retrospect of all the mistakes that made me what I am today
It was a confusing phase for a kid to see a
Grown woman trapped in a pandora
And all the horror that comes with the pain
In dealing with all the trauma, they be denyin'
Grown folks tryna normalize cheatin' in front of you
It made me anxious
Second guessing my choices
Everyone is ambiguous
Undependable
I have to sort it on my own
I
My head been quiet for some time now
Nobody ever knows
I like it that way
Way back I used to dive in an ocean of voices thriving for noise
Scared to hear my own voice but I guess I didn't know better
And I still don't
Believing things on stuff I shouldn't as I go along
Impressing people I disagree with just to find my own self
Emptying shelves for you to turn well
Chorus:
Keeping it reeling
I strive for better days
For me to separate
The lost and unexplained
Tell me a way to
Get through the other side
Struggling for truth
The demons all around
II
Been with fakes my whole life
Always tryin' to give a fight for you to turn right
Always seeing the good advice but not the whole flight
Been so confused on what to make with my own life
Guess then I realized
I need to take the wheel and drive with my head right
Need to trust the inner voices telling me sit tight
Try to open your eyes and see the whole site
The worlds been tricky like they always have
I have to be picky now im slow at that
Can't tell whose gonna last
Gonna toughen, embrace the ride
Chorus:
Keeping it reeling
I strive for better days
For me to separate
The lost and unexplained
Tell me a way to
Get through the other side
Struggling for truth
The demons all around
III
Let me take you back to the days
In retrospect of all the mistakes that made me what I am today
It was a confusing phase for a kid to see a
Grown woman trapped in a pandora
And all the horror that comes with the pain
In dealing with all the trauma, they be denyin'
Grown folks tryna normalize cheatin' in front of you
It made me anxious
Second guessing my choices
Everyone is ambiguous
Undependable
I have to sort it on my own