DEEP END by TheRubin Lyrics
[Intro]
I’m in the deep end
But that’s fine I guess
I’m in the deep end but I don’t really worry
I’m in the deep end but I don’t really worry
Yeah, but I don’t really worry
[Verse 1]
Motherfuckers happy I’m declining
They don’t know my other shit is climbing
Cause I can’t wait to kill myself
Every motherfucker who doubted me
Claiming they fucking knew me
Posting up their RIP tweets
But they never know my shit is still there
Got unreleased shit that’ll blow you out the water
But gotta keep it on the lowdown
Whilst your mother's down on her knees
Sucking my tip, drowning on her knees
(They don’t know)
I’m in the motherfucking deep end
But no one really wanted to listen
Whilst I fall and slit my wrist
Block all my friends, I guess
[Verse 2]
I got a whole group that I don't trust
They act like a bunch of friends, but they're just dust
Wanting to break my mental but I never accept that
Tryna get info on me to try to crack me down, just
Tryna push them all away, trying to bust
Back out of the deep end but they never wanting me
Fake friends tryna always torture me
Always tryna get a girl to fix my state
That's maybe why happiness hasn't knocked at my gate
Always living in distrust
Always tryna get someone to cuddle
But it just turns into a puddle
Rejections never good and it throws me into the deep end
Never wants to go out, so she wants to befriend
Try to talk for a bit, so I ask for a pic
Then she went and suspend, all of our messages
But that's fine I guess
[Chorus]
Thought my mind was out the deep end, but it really isn’t
Every time I feel good, someone gotta bring it
Deeper than my death now, but I don’t really worry
Thought my mind was out the deep end, but it really isn’t
Every time I get girls, always got to fuck it
Up and trash my mental, but I don’t really worry
Thought my mind was out the deep end, but it really isn’t
Every time I feel good, someone gotta bring it
Deeper than my death now, but I don’t really worry anymore
And that’s fine now, I guess
[Verse 3]
My life’s pretty shit, but all I’m gonna say is at least I’m not you (you)
Running over your shit in numbers, all you’re gonna hear is choo (choo)
Your tactics spray and pray
Good thing I transitioned myself into a better person
Only dropping out the fuckers who only wanted to worsen
My fucking mental just like you (you)
Got a secret diss but so do I
Because if I dropped it, it would’ve showed
Who’s fuckin top
Because if I dropped it, hearse on the road
Going straight to the cemetery
Keeping it to myself was a dilemma tree
[Outro]
I’m in the deep end but I don’t really worry
I’m in the deep end but I don’t really worry
Yeah, but I don’t really worry
I’m in the deep end
But that’s fine I guess
I’m in the deep end but I don’t really worry
I’m in the deep end but I don’t really worry
Yeah, but I don’t really worry
[Verse 1]
Motherfuckers happy I’m declining
They don’t know my other shit is climbing
Cause I can’t wait to kill myself
Every motherfucker who doubted me
Claiming they fucking knew me
Posting up their RIP tweets
But they never know my shit is still there
Got unreleased shit that’ll blow you out the water
But gotta keep it on the lowdown
Whilst your mother's down on her knees
Sucking my tip, drowning on her knees
(They don’t know)
I’m in the motherfucking deep end
But no one really wanted to listen
Whilst I fall and slit my wrist
Block all my friends, I guess
[Verse 2]
I got a whole group that I don't trust
They act like a bunch of friends, but they're just dust
Wanting to break my mental but I never accept that
Tryna get info on me to try to crack me down, just
Tryna push them all away, trying to bust
Back out of the deep end but they never wanting me
Fake friends tryna always torture me
Always tryna get a girl to fix my state
That's maybe why happiness hasn't knocked at my gate
Always living in distrust
Always tryna get someone to cuddle
But it just turns into a puddle
Rejections never good and it throws me into the deep end
Never wants to go out, so she wants to befriend
Try to talk for a bit, so I ask for a pic
Then she went and suspend, all of our messages
But that's fine I guess
[Chorus]
Thought my mind was out the deep end, but it really isn’t
Every time I feel good, someone gotta bring it
Deeper than my death now, but I don’t really worry
Thought my mind was out the deep end, but it really isn’t
Every time I get girls, always got to fuck it
Up and trash my mental, but I don’t really worry
Thought my mind was out the deep end, but it really isn’t
Every time I feel good, someone gotta bring it
Deeper than my death now, but I don’t really worry anymore
And that’s fine now, I guess
[Verse 3]
My life’s pretty shit, but all I’m gonna say is at least I’m not you (you)
Running over your shit in numbers, all you’re gonna hear is choo (choo)
Your tactics spray and pray
Good thing I transitioned myself into a better person
Only dropping out the fuckers who only wanted to worsen
My fucking mental just like you (you)
Got a secret diss but so do I
Because if I dropped it, it would’ve showed
Who’s fuckin top
Because if I dropped it, hearse on the road
Going straight to the cemetery
Keeping it to myself was a dilemma tree
[Outro]
I’m in the deep end but I don’t really worry
I’m in the deep end but I don’t really worry
Yeah, but I don’t really worry