Back Home by TheKorrupted Lyrics
Chorus:
Don’t know
Been gone so long, I don’t know my way back home
Back home
Been gone so long I don’t know my way back home
I know
Verse 1:
This moment, in this topan, is not open
When I fall in, in the open
Staring at the back of another bald head
I feel my heart soften and every word lost in
I start coughing
I miss my mama and my mother fucking papa
And every night I’m bout to drop off
Another drop of tear, every time I sit in the mirror
Every time I look in the mirror, I see my fear of
I’m going back to an empty home
Not a house, not a home, is this really gone ?
Am I really gone ? Is this really home ?
Am I rеally strong ? Cause I don’t know
All I know is I’m a way long distance from home
And I’m hating it tho and I’m hitting thе door
All the doctors saying I’m going mental, I know
People see me smile, not knowing I’m hitting my lows
Chorus:
Been gone so long, I don’t know my way
Back home, back home
Been gone so long, I don’t know my way
Back home, back home
Been gone so long, I don’t know my way
Back home, I know
Verse 2:
I try to rehearse it, but I’m worse if I don’t do it
Feel like reversing but the curse is never turning back
They say to make your dreams happen
Then tell you to get a degree for a job you still might lose
Cause the proof is in the paper
That you have actually done something
That another million do
My mind just Freys, everything just spaces out
The place I’m in just feeds me doubt
So I push it down, like a spring loading
A gun going, a stream flowing, it’s bound to happen
I didn’t go through this hell, so I could be normal
I beg the question, do I listen and piss of my talents
Or piss off my parents ?
Fuck the formalities, I’m stuck so please
Fuck off, don’t bother me
It’s like an octagon, I hear my corner speak
Success is so far and bleak
No one listens to words no more, they just bump to beats
I gotta make a choice, rich and unhappy or unhappy and rich
Either way that it goes, this is the road that I chose
Finding my way to my home
Even if it hurts me the most, this is the thing that I chose
Verse 3:
Been gone, stay far, every body knows my name
Been gone, stay far, find a way to my home
Gotta let my past go
Been gone, stay far, it’s the way that I chose
Its the way that I’m told, that I do have to go
Chorus:
Don’t know
Don’t know
Been gone so long, I don’t know my way back home
Back home
Been gone so long I don’t know my way back home
I know
Verse 1:
This moment, in this topan, is not open
When I fall in, in the open
Staring at the back of another bald head
I feel my heart soften and every word lost in
I start coughing
I miss my mama and my mother fucking papa
And every night I’m bout to drop off
Another drop of tear, every time I sit in the mirror
Every time I look in the mirror, I see my fear of
I’m going back to an empty home
Not a house, not a home, is this really gone ?
Am I really gone ? Is this really home ?
Am I rеally strong ? Cause I don’t know
All I know is I’m a way long distance from home
And I’m hating it tho and I’m hitting thе door
All the doctors saying I’m going mental, I know
People see me smile, not knowing I’m hitting my lows
Chorus:
Been gone so long, I don’t know my way
Back home, back home
Been gone so long, I don’t know my way
Back home, back home
Been gone so long, I don’t know my way
Back home, I know
Verse 2:
I try to rehearse it, but I’m worse if I don’t do it
Feel like reversing but the curse is never turning back
They say to make your dreams happen
Then tell you to get a degree for a job you still might lose
Cause the proof is in the paper
That you have actually done something
That another million do
My mind just Freys, everything just spaces out
The place I’m in just feeds me doubt
So I push it down, like a spring loading
A gun going, a stream flowing, it’s bound to happen
I didn’t go through this hell, so I could be normal
I beg the question, do I listen and piss of my talents
Or piss off my parents ?
Fuck the formalities, I’m stuck so please
Fuck off, don’t bother me
It’s like an octagon, I hear my corner speak
Success is so far and bleak
No one listens to words no more, they just bump to beats
I gotta make a choice, rich and unhappy or unhappy and rich
Either way that it goes, this is the road that I chose
Finding my way to my home
Even if it hurts me the most, this is the thing that I chose
Verse 3:
Been gone, stay far, every body knows my name
Been gone, stay far, find a way to my home
Gotta let my past go
Been gone, stay far, it’s the way that I chose
Its the way that I’m told, that I do have to go
Chorus:
Don’t know