Poorly Written Cursive by TheKirbyMudkip Lyrics

You try to understand
What's going on
You know there's something wrong
But every time you try to make time to unwind
Everything feel fine
Smile brighter than the sunshine
Having everything go right
It'll plummet from the summit

No matter how many times you submit to it
Like a bitch to it
No matter how you view it
Feels like it don't matter
It won't matter
You don't matter
Neither do all of these thoughts that you gather
Why the fuck are you flattered?

Go on, flick the Bic
'till its lit
Pour that gas everywhere till the scent makes you sick
Fucking get into it
Why look back when you're really feeling into it?
Don't leave no innuendo, lock the windows
Close the door, light the drawers, hit the floor, say no more
Just say no more
Dude I should just keep it real with you
I don't need no sympathy or a box of tissues
I just need a friend someone close to me
I don't want my homies
I just want somebody that knows me
Somebody fucking OG
Somebody that can hold me
I'm sick of feeling lonely

I'm sick of feeling cold
Dark feelings getting old
Hyperventilating, waiting for an answer but knowing it will end in a disaster
I'm always fucking hurting
I don't wanna be a burden
To any kind of person
I'm just hard to understand like poorly written cursive

Do I keep going
I don't know
I really don't know
I'm tired of trying
I'm tired of crying
Slowly dying