Start Over by TheDamianBro Lyrics
[Chorus]
All of my scars
Drove me to fear
Now my heart
Is vulnerable
Torn apart
Oh, I wish I could start, over
[Verse 1]
Used to being left out, let down
Now my eyes don’t rain anymore, in a drought
Now I’m sitting in my corner thinking what is this life about
Driven by my insecurities always leaving me in doubt
Yo just know I’m not tryna sound all pessimistic
I’m just writing my feelings down I wanna feel happy, man I miss it
Been so different, non-existent
Tryna fix it, panic-driven, been so livid
I just wanna get out, get out of prison
[Chorus]
All of my scars
Drove me to fear
Now my heart
Is vulnerable
Torn apart
Oh, I wish I could start, over
All of my scars
Drove me to fear
Now my heart
Is vulnerable
Torn apart
Oh, I wish I could start, over
[Verse 2]
Used to dream about the days that life would be perfect
Now I’m dreaming about those days when I was dreaming
Now I feel worthless
Do you know what it’s like to feel you have no purpose
Do you know what it’s like to feel like you’re the worst
And I know, I know, that I’m so cold
To myself and I know I need some help
But I’m scared cause I don’t open up well
So I’ll keep my baggage and never tell
[Chorus]
All of my scars
Drove me to fear
Now my heart
Is vulnerable
Torn apart
Oh, I wish I could start, over
All of my scars
Drove me to fear
Now my heart
Is vulnerable
Torn apart
Oh, I wish I could start, over
[Verse 3]
More or less I think done with this one
I wanna stay but wanna run, I’m out of breath, I’m just done
I’ll find a girl, warm up to her, I’ll tell her she is the one
Then I’ll get heartbroken again because it’s me, I’m just dumb
I’ll go to school, act like I’m good, act like I’m perfect, for what?
So I can go home, tell myself lies, create the illusion that I’m numb?
I get the sudden urge to hurt myself, it’s hard to succumb
But I’ll never get to the point where I will pick up a gun
I’ll always fight it, cause I know it’s not worth it, though I feel
Like I’ll never be able to pick myself up and heal
I’ve never self-harmed, I’ve never seen the appeal
I wanna be happy, but not have to fake it, want it to be real
[Chorus]
All of my scars
Drove me to fear
Now my heart
Is vulnerable
Torn apart
Oh, I wish I could start, over
All of my scars
Drove me to fear
Now my heart
Is vulnerable
Torn apart
Oh, I wish I could start, over
All of my scars
Drove me to fear
Now my heart
Is vulnerable
Torn apart
Oh, I wish I could start, over
[Verse 1]
Used to being left out, let down
Now my eyes don’t rain anymore, in a drought
Now I’m sitting in my corner thinking what is this life about
Driven by my insecurities always leaving me in doubt
Yo just know I’m not tryna sound all pessimistic
I’m just writing my feelings down I wanna feel happy, man I miss it
Been so different, non-existent
Tryna fix it, panic-driven, been so livid
I just wanna get out, get out of prison
[Chorus]
All of my scars
Drove me to fear
Now my heart
Is vulnerable
Torn apart
Oh, I wish I could start, over
All of my scars
Drove me to fear
Now my heart
Is vulnerable
Torn apart
Oh, I wish I could start, over
[Verse 2]
Used to dream about the days that life would be perfect
Now I’m dreaming about those days when I was dreaming
Now I feel worthless
Do you know what it’s like to feel you have no purpose
Do you know what it’s like to feel like you’re the worst
And I know, I know, that I’m so cold
To myself and I know I need some help
But I’m scared cause I don’t open up well
So I’ll keep my baggage and never tell
[Chorus]
All of my scars
Drove me to fear
Now my heart
Is vulnerable
Torn apart
Oh, I wish I could start, over
All of my scars
Drove me to fear
Now my heart
Is vulnerable
Torn apart
Oh, I wish I could start, over
[Verse 3]
More or less I think done with this one
I wanna stay but wanna run, I’m out of breath, I’m just done
I’ll find a girl, warm up to her, I’ll tell her she is the one
Then I’ll get heartbroken again because it’s me, I’m just dumb
I’ll go to school, act like I’m good, act like I’m perfect, for what?
So I can go home, tell myself lies, create the illusion that I’m numb?
I get the sudden urge to hurt myself, it’s hard to succumb
But I’ll never get to the point where I will pick up a gun
I’ll always fight it, cause I know it’s not worth it, though I feel
Like I’ll never be able to pick myself up and heal
I’ve never self-harmed, I’ve never seen the appeal
I wanna be happy, but not have to fake it, want it to be real
[Chorus]
All of my scars
Drove me to fear
Now my heart
Is vulnerable
Torn apart
Oh, I wish I could start, over
All of my scars
Drove me to fear
Now my heart
Is vulnerable
Torn apart
Oh, I wish I could start, over