Light of God by TheChristianRapper Lyrics
[Verse 1: TheChristianRapper]
Forgive me father for I have sinned
These people around me don’t know where I’ve been
I’ve been to hell and back
I have the skill that these rappers lack
These doctors tell me I’m sick in the head
They see my skills as a sickness
Instead, these things that I say are not just lyrics, they’re experience
My style leave some of them like George cause’ they’re curious
I must’ve wanted this a lot
I clawed my demons and I fought
To get where I’m at, I spilled my thoughts on pages
Hopefully my skills will get me standing on pages
My head is a warzone to some
When it comes to music, I’ll never be done
Because I put my heart into this
When it comes to my lyrics, I reminisce
My thoughts are dangerous to others
It’s so crowed in my head that it smothers
I wouldn’t say it if you can’t handle it
This is my way to escape life and the grit
I sit in the silence of my head and BOOM
I fight all the hate and all of the gloom
Don’t put me in the corner, I’ll jump from the edge
I’ve been backing down for far too long, made a pledge
[Chorus: TheChristianRapper]
This is a Christian song
I am a very religious dude
This is a Christian song
[Verse 2: TheChristianRapper]
Starting now, I’m fighting back, I’m no longer scared
And me and my demons are no longer compared
I look Satan in the face
And it feels like we dropped out of god’s grace
But I’m fighting back to get in his light
And no longer will I lose sight
He’s helping me restore my mind to the glory days
No longer will I sit in a daze
I’m using my time for my music which is always genuine
Because god gave it to me as a strong dose of medicine
To help me deal with a mind that’s forgotten
A mind that’s lost and rotten
I use my skill to cope with the pain
I use music to see through the rain
No longer do I feel like a burden
When it comes to music, I’m a mother fucking surgeon
So to tell myself in the past, I’m done, I’m moving forwards
I’m done with all the pain and the horror
I’m done giving into my fear, I’m coming out as a brand new person
My music and my skill is not a game, it is a diversion
If you have a problem with me, I’m done
If you have a problem with my music, I’m done
I’m tired of trying to please everybody cause’ this is a god given gift
If you wanna hate, I’ll just add you to the list
You act like you done read my pages
For people who act like they know me, I have no mother fucking patience
So as of right now, I’m done
[Chorus: TheChristianRapper]
This is a Christian song
I am a very religious dude
This is a Christian song
Forgive me father for I have sinned
These people around me don’t know where I’ve been
I’ve been to hell and back
I have the skill that these rappers lack
These doctors tell me I’m sick in the head
They see my skills as a sickness
Instead, these things that I say are not just lyrics, they’re experience
My style leave some of them like George cause’ they’re curious
I must’ve wanted this a lot
I clawed my demons and I fought
To get where I’m at, I spilled my thoughts on pages
Hopefully my skills will get me standing on pages
My head is a warzone to some
When it comes to music, I’ll never be done
Because I put my heart into this
When it comes to my lyrics, I reminisce
My thoughts are dangerous to others
It’s so crowed in my head that it smothers
I wouldn’t say it if you can’t handle it
This is my way to escape life and the grit
I sit in the silence of my head and BOOM
I fight all the hate and all of the gloom
Don’t put me in the corner, I’ll jump from the edge
I’ve been backing down for far too long, made a pledge
[Chorus: TheChristianRapper]
This is a Christian song
I am a very religious dude
This is a Christian song
[Verse 2: TheChristianRapper]
Starting now, I’m fighting back, I’m no longer scared
And me and my demons are no longer compared
I look Satan in the face
And it feels like we dropped out of god’s grace
But I’m fighting back to get in his light
And no longer will I lose sight
He’s helping me restore my mind to the glory days
No longer will I sit in a daze
I’m using my time for my music which is always genuine
Because god gave it to me as a strong dose of medicine
To help me deal with a mind that’s forgotten
A mind that’s lost and rotten
I use my skill to cope with the pain
I use music to see through the rain
No longer do I feel like a burden
When it comes to music, I’m a mother fucking surgeon
So to tell myself in the past, I’m done, I’m moving forwards
I’m done with all the pain and the horror
I’m done giving into my fear, I’m coming out as a brand new person
My music and my skill is not a game, it is a diversion
If you have a problem with me, I’m done
If you have a problem with my music, I’m done
I’m tired of trying to please everybody cause’ this is a god given gift
If you wanna hate, I’ll just add you to the list
You act like you done read my pages
For people who act like they know me, I have no mother fucking patience
So as of right now, I’m done
[Chorus: TheChristianRapper]
This is a Christian song
I am a very religious dude
This is a Christian song