​tb. i can’t let go by The showman Houdeeeni Lyrics

[Intro]
I think- I think
I'm finally letting go
Or am I just lying to myself?
Dating other girls doesn't help at all but..
I'm just done
So done
(cough)
(yeah)

[Verse 1]
Can you look into my eyes and feel my pain
Manual heartbreak from mistakes that I made
Why do I just lose when I decide to play
It's like I just cannot tell when I'm alone and I be
Playing myself
And
That's the circle that I run in
Trapped but I'm running
Broken but I still find peace no puzzling
Thoughtless structures all up in my brain no
Damage
Numbing the pain anaesthetics no cameras

Chains on my neck that's a savage thing
Lacking things so much that I start imagining
Chances I will never have and I take the blame for it
The price of forbidden fruit ain't cheap but I always
Pay for it and I feel the shame for it
Nobody will catch me so I'm tryna stay falling
Nobody will back me so I'm cautious
Well I fell and my brothers watched me I ain't
Talking no Joseph

I lost my smile the moment that I left home
Wander in Egypt alone
Brothers ain't Judas but I could be sold
Lost everything like I'm Job
How did he cope?

[Hook]
I feel like I'm dying inside
Smiling it out but I'm crying inside
Say it be true but I'm lying inside
'f I could rewind I would stop time 'fore I ever tried
Cause
I feel like I'm dying inside
Smiling it out but I'm crying inside
Say it be true but I'm lying inside
'f I could rewind I would stop time 'fore I ever

I don't wanna try no more
I'm done
I've had enough of falling in love
You know that you be the one that I want
And if I can't have you then I'm giving up

[Verse 2]
I am so far away from my safe haven
Scared to be a hermit
Retreat from campus with no permit
My heart is lost in the distance I'm moving in
Circles to find it like blood systems

So much lies I might confuse you
My depression is something I think I'll get used to
I can play myself I don't need you
Its like I am the only one that I can lose to

I'm lovesick from listening to Cupids songs
Why do I put my emotions in a stupid song
Always brick then don't know what I be doing
Wrong
Taking leaps but I always come up short like I'm a
Midget
Broken situations I ain't fixing
Fill the philtre with my elixir ain't talking pictures
Coz I can't love someone else
I only liked her to impress my friends is what I tell
Myself

And that's a lie I'm just really sad inside
Giving ups the worst way to die
I failed before I tried
They don't know the story so they pry
They know I can't say so when they ask me I just lie
Coz I

Can't tell the truth from start to finish
The story's way deeper than je submarines limit
They don't get it my hearts ripping
My minds splitting
I can't come to a decision
And all day

[Hook]
I feel like I'm dying inside
Smiling it out but I'm crying inside
Say it be true but I'm lying inside
'f I could rewind I would stop time 'fore I ever tried
Cause

I feel like I'm dying inside
Smiling it out but I'm crying inside
Say it be true but I'm lying inside
'f I could rewind I would stop time 'fore I ever

I don't wanna try no more
I'm done
I've had enough of falling in love
You know that you be the one that I want
And if I can't have you then I'm giving up

I don't wanna try no more
I'm done
I've had enough of falling in love
You know that you be the one that I want
And if I can't have you then I'm giving up
(yeah, yeah)

[Bridge]
And I'm so bad at saying goodbyes
Still got your line but I'm sorry that I tried
Counting seconds 'fore you say a hello

And that's a sign that I can't let go

That's a sign that I can't let go

I can't let go