Crystal Ball by The original CHU Lyrics
Verse 1:
I wish that I could see into the future
Would it be a better place here without Chu?
Sometimes I feel like that, train off track (derail)
Train of thought (impale), pill in mouth (inhale)
Loaded gun in hand, swimming in quicksand
Need an escape from this hell
Living in jail, theoretical
Invisible bars, life hard no sympatheticals
No C.O.s just a peep hole
Looking for a glimmer of hope but you can't see through
You lift the weight, last decision you’re going to make
Self-hatred and no one to tell you it’s a mistake kid
Been in your place, take a moment for self-debate
(Wait) what would you say to your brother if in your place? Don’t do it
God always catches me before I fall
I mean, living in peace would be easy give me a crystal ball
Chorus:
Who would have thought in this lifetime
There would be a time I'd
Struggle to find my will to fight
I need the courage to hold on
Wait for us to be strong
A crystal ball will change my life
Verse 2:
I made it through I’m still alive (I’m fine)
Thank God gave me the strength to survive (this time)
Maybe I lied I'm just to pussy to do it or
I tried and realized I have too much to look forward to
Bipolar emotions, I'm roller coasting
Never knowing if I’m coming or going so don’t approach me
I’m not violent by nature, in fact I’m stable
Relatable, but able to snap I think I’m capable
I need anger management before I'm damaging
My family and anyone near me, you understanding me?
Like Adam Sandler and Nicholson, in a pickle son
I feel pretty and witty, but not the other one
Mental suppression, drift in and out of depression
The tension of my suspension, would bet that I learned my lesson
God always catches me before I fall
I mean, living in peace would be easy give me a crystal ball
Chorus:
Who would have thought in this lifetime
There would be a time I'd
Struggle to find my will to fight
I need the courage to hold on
Wait for us to be strong
A crystal ball will change my life
Verse 3:
Now I've made some mistakes, but
No more fake mask draped over my face
…because no one can replace
The journey not the results, don't give a fuck about 1st place
Take a break and embrace your lifestyle
Every day, every moment, every smile
Every move, every step and every mile
And when the beat drops, you cop a freestyle
Little homie, you're not alone, G
When you're losing hope, then just pick up the phone, you'll see
Between you and me
God will call when he needs you, live your life free
You don't need a crystal ball, don't need nothing at all
Except the courage to let yourself fall
God always catches me before I fall
I mean living in peace is for me, forget the crystal ball
Chorus x3:
Who would have thought in this lifetime
There would be a time I'd
Struggle to find my will to fight
I need the courage to hold on
Wait for us to be strong
A crystal ball will change my life
I wish that I could see into the future
Would it be a better place here without Chu?
Sometimes I feel like that, train off track (derail)
Train of thought (impale), pill in mouth (inhale)
Loaded gun in hand, swimming in quicksand
Need an escape from this hell
Living in jail, theoretical
Invisible bars, life hard no sympatheticals
No C.O.s just a peep hole
Looking for a glimmer of hope but you can't see through
You lift the weight, last decision you’re going to make
Self-hatred and no one to tell you it’s a mistake kid
Been in your place, take a moment for self-debate
(Wait) what would you say to your brother if in your place? Don’t do it
God always catches me before I fall
I mean, living in peace would be easy give me a crystal ball
Chorus:
Who would have thought in this lifetime
There would be a time I'd
Struggle to find my will to fight
I need the courage to hold on
Wait for us to be strong
A crystal ball will change my life
Verse 2:
I made it through I’m still alive (I’m fine)
Thank God gave me the strength to survive (this time)
Maybe I lied I'm just to pussy to do it or
I tried and realized I have too much to look forward to
Bipolar emotions, I'm roller coasting
Never knowing if I’m coming or going so don’t approach me
I’m not violent by nature, in fact I’m stable
Relatable, but able to snap I think I’m capable
I need anger management before I'm damaging
My family and anyone near me, you understanding me?
Like Adam Sandler and Nicholson, in a pickle son
I feel pretty and witty, but not the other one
Mental suppression, drift in and out of depression
The tension of my suspension, would bet that I learned my lesson
God always catches me before I fall
I mean, living in peace would be easy give me a crystal ball
Chorus:
Who would have thought in this lifetime
There would be a time I'd
Struggle to find my will to fight
I need the courage to hold on
Wait for us to be strong
A crystal ball will change my life
Verse 3:
Now I've made some mistakes, but
No more fake mask draped over my face
…because no one can replace
The journey not the results, don't give a fuck about 1st place
Take a break and embrace your lifestyle
Every day, every moment, every smile
Every move, every step and every mile
And when the beat drops, you cop a freestyle
Little homie, you're not alone, G
When you're losing hope, then just pick up the phone, you'll see
Between you and me
God will call when he needs you, live your life free
You don't need a crystal ball, don't need nothing at all
Except the courage to let yourself fall
God always catches me before I fall
I mean living in peace is for me, forget the crystal ball
Chorus x3:
Who would have thought in this lifetime
There would be a time I'd
Struggle to find my will to fight
I need the courage to hold on
Wait for us to be strong
A crystal ball will change my life