Shoots and ladders by The fluorescents Lyrics

Why does it seem
That i can’t find my feeting
I don’t know why i always have to try
I can’t let myself fall
The father i climb the more i try
But the faster i fail
Do i pick myself up and try again
Or move on like i did the times again

One step forward then a thousand steps back
Can my heart ever be intact
I just wanna know how far i can go
But do i really wanna know

Why everytime
I can’t find my grip
I think i might slip
But now should i find
My way up the ladder
Get up those steps faster
They say
I wanna know why i have so much anxiety
I wanna know why people just dismiss me
Why can’t i just get the words out
Or calm myself or ask for help
But change the chord they always say
Just look at things the other way
The grass isn’t always greener if you just turn away
But i can’t find a way to stay

One step forward then a thousand steps back
Can my heart ever be intact
I just wanna know how far i can go
But do i really wanna know

Why everytime
I can’t find my grip
I think i might slip
But now should i find
My way up the ladder
Get up those steps faster
They say


I can’t seem to find my way
Why should i climb each day
Should i find my way up the ladder
Now my heart is beating faster

Why everytime
I can’t find my grip
I think i might slip
But now should i find
My way up the ladder
Get up those steps faster
They say